Felix sat in his computer chair, sighing as he spun himself around in the chair so he was staring at his wall. He didn't want to stare at the electronic memories of his old times past. His old friends. The ones he yelled at, said he hated, and that he never wanted to see them again.
He felt tears well in his eyes as he pulled his beanie down. Why did this have to happen? And why did I have to fall in love with both of them? Just, what the fuck is wrong with me?
Felix burried his face in his hands. Why does life hate me so much? Why couldn't have Jack and Mark left me here? Why did they have to find me in the first place? Why do they put up with me after all I've done to them?!
He sighed and stood slowly, wanting to hear the pitter patter of little feet and claws against his hardwood floor with two little pugs to catch him. But he didn't. He gave them to Marzia.
He didn't want to hurt them.
He closed his eyes tightly as he felt himself fall go his knees and sob uncontrollably. Just let it end...
