Dedication

Confused

Rosie's POV
I woke up this morning as normal. Got the bus as normal. Except it wasn't normal. It was my normal routine. But I wasn't my normal self.  I'm sat in the form room now, next to Kaylee. Rose is on the table I front of me and I keep noticing her staring at me. It's super cute. But I don't understand how can I have fallen this head over heels in love over a girl? What would my mum say? What would my friends say? I see that Tom is coming over. I've been ignoring him the past few days.
"Hey babe you alright? It's just you've been a bit off with me recently?" He asks.
"I'm fucking fine! Do you always have to be around me? For fucks sake just give me some space!" I snap.
"Woah! Sorry I fucking asked" he says
"Sorry I even fucking went out with you in the first place" I whisper under my breath
"W..w..wait. WHAT?" He exclaims
I storm out the form room! I've always had a fiery temper but I've never exploded like that at someone I love! But now that I come to think of it I've been a bitch to everyone these past few days.
"Babe you ok?" Kaylee asks following me
"I'm fine I just need some space" I say trying to keep my cool. I'm sick of everyone asking "oh are you ok?"
"Ok well let me know when you're ready to speak!" She says

It's lunch time now I haven't spoken to anyone all day! But I've seemed to have calmed down a bit. I'm sat by myself in the form. Everyone who comes near I seem to push away.
"Hi" I hear someone say behind me, I try to ignore it. "Mind if I sit?" They ask.
"Go ahead" I sigh. I look up to see who it is. It's Rose! My heart sinks to my stomach. "Oh" I say
"What is it? Sorry am I bugging you sat here? I can leave"
"No no no please stay." I beg
"Okay" she agrees
"Thanks" I smile.

It's a bit awkward at first but when we get talking I find we have loads in common. Oh God every time she opens her mouth I fall in love with her a bit more. But I can't. She's probably into boys. Also what about Tom I can't just drop him for a girl everyone will make fun of me. But there's something deep inside of me, it's telling me I have to be with her.

Rose's POV
After Rosie's explosions this morning I see she is sat by herself at lunch. So I decide to go over to her and ask if I can sit with her.
"Mind if I sit?" I ask
"Go ahead"
I'm a little more reluctant now, what if she's not the type of person I think she is.
"Oh" she says
Fuck I've completely messed this up!
"What is it? Sorry am I bugging you sat here? I can leave"
"No no no please stay." She's begs
That fills me with joy! She wants me to stay with her!
We talk for a bit. I've fallen so hard for her. But the problem is she has a boyfriend. So 1, she's probably not into girls and I'm wasting my time and 2, she's already with someone else. And I'm not a homewrecker. There's got to be a way!