Alive

Chapter five.

I don't understand what this is. What Harry and I am. First we can fight so much and almost hate each other and in the next second it's like we love each other and are the happiest person in this world. I really wanna know how this is going to work out, I want this to work.. Even though I'm not so sure if Harry want's it to work. And all the problem I have with Luke, like right now I want him to stay the hell away from me but I mean he is my brother, I love him in some weird way. Maybe it's wrong of me to do this, to run away and stay at Harrys Place, to not even talk to Luke but I'm just so mad that he didn't belive me when I talked to him.
"Hann" Harry said. I turned my head and looked at him.
"We're here, are you sure that you are okay?" He continued. That is the weird thing, sometimes he is that thugh guy that doesn't care about anything or anyone and sometimes he is that loving, caring person that just are such a good person.
"I'm okay, really" I said and smiled a bit. We walked in and sat down in his bedroom, he siting on the bed and I sat at his desk.
"So what is happening now, are you gonna stay here or go home or where ever you went last night" He asked.
"I have no idea, I just know that I don't wanna go home to Luke right now" I sighed.
"You don't have any stuff here, we could go and get them" Harry said and smiled a little bit.
"Yeah but now right now, I'm tired" I said and started to masage my neck. Harry walked up to me and said.
"Here, let me help you" He smiled big. I stood up and turned around. He slowly started to massage my neck, he really knew what he was doin. It felt so good, I never wanted it to stop.
"Did you sleep on the floor tonight" He laughed.
"No, just a very uncomfortable couch" I said and smiled, even though he couldn't see it.
"Whose couch? Maybe I should buy them a good couch" He joked.
"Michael" I said and he stoped massage, I turned around and looked at him.
"Michael as in Michael Clifford? As in your brothers friends Michael?" He said and looked down at me.
"Yes, do you know him?" I asked.
"Yeah it's nothing" He said and sat down in the bed again.
"Are you sure? Because it don't seems like it's nothing" I said, he raised his eyebrows and just stared at me.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't push you like that" I quickly said. I wanna know so much like it feels like I'm going to die if I don't get to know but I don't want another fight with him.
"It's okay" He said and took his phone. I took up mine and saw that Michael had call me. At first I was going to ignore it but maybe he needs me to go and get my stuff, so I decided to call him back.
"Hann" He said cheerfully.
"Hey, sorry I missed your call" I said back, Harry looked up at me and I showed him that I was talking in the phone.
"It's okay. So are you staying at my house of somewhere else?" He asked.
"I'm not, but thank you" I answered.
"Oh why, he had so fun" He said and pretended to be sad.
"I know, it's just to big of a risk. I mean Luke come over and I don't want you to get in truble" I said and jumped up on the desk again.
"That's very true. So where are you staying? I could come and give you your stuff back" He said. I stood there quiet a while, I can't tell him I'm here if Luke would be there or if he would speak to him.
"I'll rather come by and pick them up myself" I said fast.
"Okay, Luke is coming over in an hour so it's best if you could come like now" He said and started to do something that made a lot of sounds.
"I'll see what I can do. You'll noticed when I come" I slowly said and looked at Harry who has so into a video that he didn't even care to listen.
"Okay, see you then" He said and hang up. I jumped down and putted my phone in my back pocket.
"Harry" I said and walked over to him.
"Hann" He said and throwed away his phone, he looked up at me.
"Luke is coming to Michael in an hour so could we go there now?" I asked. I looked in them green big eyes looking up at me.
"Ofcurse, lets go" He said and stood up. We stood so close our noses almost touched each other. I could feel his breath, mint, strong mint. I looked up at his eyes, then his mouth, then back at his eyes, I saw him do the same thing. I'm so confused. I really just wanna throw myself at him and kiss him, I've never felt this way before for anyone. Then his phone starting to ring.
"Stupid phone" He said slowly and turned around and took his phone. I took a few steps back and he answered.
"What? No no, I can't right now. Yes I can come after, nothing you need to know. Yes. Okay we'll come when where done. Fuck off" He said and then hang up.
"That sounded weird" I laughed and we started to walk to his car.
"If you only knew" He laughed