So i was reading one of my friends books (not saying who) and they said in it that they wanted to punch me and were really mad at me. im sorry ok....idk it would make u made i was just joking around.....like how i always do....as i read the rest i started to cry...i was thinking to myself they hate me and i was being mean...i thought of really sad things the rest of the time...like did i hurt them wen i did this joke or that joke...that night i cried myself to sleep....im sorry if you are te person that said that i really am....
Then i read another one and she said that she hated what i did to her...i made her cry but i didnt mean to.....she said she would never forget....now i feel nothing inside me....im empty...no soul,happiness just saddness...i hate myself for what i did....i..dont know what to do now...i feel bad and sad i told her i was sorry like a million times but it just didnt make me feel better....im srry....
Some people at my school hate me and when i say hate i mean it....people say i joke around to much and i need to be serous more...well i ant help that i make a joke every second your around me...i just try to be happy at school cause i cant be at home....now i wont go any deeper into that for now....
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