dear darling,
well where do I begin. already you mean so much to me. I remember the first time we met, how I covered you in mascara. yeah I really am bad at flirting. I remember getting covered in sharpie pens and you starting a tickle war. I remember when me you an ebby were sat outside Ladbrokes, and you hugged me and wrapped your hoodie around me till I was warm. I've still got your hoodie by the way. I remember meeting you to go and get Carlys birthday present, how you were one of the only people to see me in a dress. I remember sitting in broadrmarsh, being silent because you told me to shush. I remember the first time we kissed, how some random guy shouted "there's a hotel over there" but it was perfect anyway. I remember having to rescue you after Shannon party got busted, and how when we were at Carlys your filters went all over the bed. I remember waking up to you next to me, smiling. I remember that time at the bus stop, the time that made me so incredibly happy. I remember the Mondays you took me out for lunch, you went to Starbucks even though you hate it, just for me. I remember our one month, how you had this surprise for me and it was bugging the hell out of me, how I had to dress up, in a dress. I'm glad I did though. I remember your face when you said the chips wouldn't cook, I shouldn't laugh but even you thought that was funny. I remember when I was ill, you came round to look after me, and I put my prom dress on and we danced in my bedroom to our song. I remember finding porn on your phone and saying it better be good, then you replied with "this is why I love you" I remember all the little things like "I made it with my fingers" and "wait, I have something to tell you". I remember thinking to myself how lucky I am. how lucky I am to be with you, to be good enough for you. I remember when we stayed at my nans for a week when they were in Rome, how I cooked you lasagna, and then found out a week later you didn't even like it. I remember all the cute texts and Skype calls we have. I remember taking your tobacco home with me by mistake after the gig. all of this and more, if I put everything I'd be here forever, is what makes me happy. you make me happy. you've been here for me and I'll never forget that. you've got me through so much already and you don't know how thankful I am for that. this is basically my way of thanking you for being you, for being the amazing, caring, handsome, loving boyfriend that you are. I love you, and don't ever forget that.
