He's my world...But I'm not his!?!

Tour starts now!!!

I pull my arm out of the covers and turn the alarm off! "Baby, wake up we need to get ready" I whisper at Blake. H wraps his arms tightly around my waist and pulls us both out of bed. "I'm up don't worry princess" he says whilst tickling me. I wriggle out of his grasp nudging him to be quite as we were of course on the tour bus and the lads were still asleep! "Baby, I'm actually quite scared of coming on tour....What if your fans all hate me and they try to get rid of me....And I hate planes as well....I get really bad anxiety with situations like this" I mumble as I pull my clothes out of my bag. Blake pulls me into a hug and kisses my lips softly...."Listen gorgeous for 1 nobody is going to try and get rid of you because I would never let them and 2 why would they want to get rid of you? your perfect! and Don't forget I will be with you every step of the way" Blake whispers in my ear! Tears start streaming from my eyes and Blake hugs me even tighter. I honestly don't know what I have done to deserve Blake, he is just so damn perfect and then there is me....A potato! We quickly throw on some comfy clothes and wake the boys up. We are all ready to leave and hop in the uber. We reach the airport and my anxiety gets the better of me, I start having a panic attack. Blake grabs me and embraces me into a hug, calming me down. He rubs my arm until I stop crying and we board the plane. I take deep breathes as Blake entwines our fingers. He grips my hand slightly reassuring me....The flight last 9 hours but once we had taken off, I could chill out. The whole flight me and Blake sat there watching films, cuddling each other. This tour is gonna be the best thing and I'm not gonna let my anxiety ruin it for neither me or Blake!