Cut, Cut, Cut... Part 3

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THIS IS THE FINAL PART!

Aphmau

I cant believe Garroth... After everything he's done, after what I showed him, what I said to him, all he says is, sorry? Maybe its time that I... I leave. Leave this world. No one cares about me anyways, and I would be happier too... It's decided then. Now where's my pen, paper, and gun...? Ah! Here's a pen and paper. Let me start with my suicide note for Garroth and Laurence.

Dear Garroth and Laurence,

I think it's time for me to leave this world. I'm not happy here and I'm sure you two are not as well. Well, I know you aren't Garroth. As for you Laurence, I'm sorry. You will always be my best friend and you never caused any harm to me and actually made me smile. A real one. Thank you Laurence. I will always remember you in my heart. As for you Garroth, wow, where do I begin...? Well, you broke my heart. And it will take much more than a sorry for me to forgive you. But... I love you. After all you did to me, I still love you. I pained me to see you with Lily and every night I used to cut, and cut, and cut, and cry my eyes out. But you know who's be there for me? Laurence. He's the only one who never actually hurt me. I hate you but I love you. I know you don't love me back but you'll be in my heart as well.... I'm sorry I'm leaving this world but I know you'd be happier with Lily and never remember me or even think about me when I'm gone. You're the reason I'm dead Garroth. How are you gonna live with that huh? Well, with your dark heart, I think you'd be just fine. Goodbye.

Love, Dead Aphmau

Garroth

I feel bad for what I said to Aphmau before... Maybe I should go over and talk to her like a real friend... and show her my scars. I knock on Aphmau's door and wait about a minute but there was no answer. The door is unlocked on I walk in to make sure she's alright. She's not downstairs so I check her bedroom. Aph is not there as well, but there's a note on her desk with a gun next to it. I quickly grab the paper and read it. When I'm done reading it, I start sobbing. What have I done?! Just then, the bathroom door opens and Aphmau walks out, staring at me. She looks and me as tears roll down her face. "You read it, huh?" She asks after some silence. I nod and cry more. "You weren't supposed to read that until I was dead." Aphmau tells me calmly. I say nothing but run to her and hug her tight. She then starts sobbing uncontrollably, hugging me back. I then let go of her and show her my scars. "G-Garroth.. W-Why?" Jess asks me. I simply reply with, "Because I lost you. I'm sorry Jessica! P-Please don't kill yourself... Please..." Before Aphmau could reply, I smash my lips against hers. She jumps a little but then relaxes into the kiss. "Don't cut or leave me ever again." We say at the same time.

"I won't."


AND THATS THE END!! Told you it would get better but y'all didn't believe me AphmauLover1021 -3- well? Why'd you guys think of those three parts? Please comment what you thought! I'll reply. ~Jules

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