Love and Lies:The FinnBaylor Story

I Found Her..

Finns POV:

I'm driving over to the house thinking this is probably the best decision I've made in a while, this is what I should've did in the first place. As I'm pulling into the driveway I see that all the lights are on in the house "she never leaves all the the lights on she fussed at me for doing it way back when" I said to myself I walk to the front door and the door is unlocked "she never leaves the door unlocked" I said, at this point I know something is seriously wrong here I open the door and I call out for her "Bayley?" she doesn't answer I inspect the house I make my way to the bedroom and I find the note and the bottle of pills I read the note.

Dear whoever is unfortunate enough to find this,

I've made some bad decisions as of late and I've let a lot of people down and I'm sorry but I can't live knowing that I hurt Finn the way I did he didn't deserve this I hope that maybe some day he can find it in his heart to forgive me, if not I understand I wouldn't blame him if he didn't. So tonight I take my own life I see no other catharsis I have to do this, please tell Izzy that I love her and I'm sorry that her hero let her down and to all my friends if I still have any I'll see you on the other side.

Until next time...hugs

Love, Bayley

At this point I feel tears starting to form in my eyes "No, no god no!!" I say out loud I run towards the bathroom and my whole world stops at the sight of seeing her on the floor with a little blood coming out of her forehead "Oh my god Bayley no" I yell crying I pull out my phone and call 911 "I need help my girlfriends laying on the floor she's not moving get someone over here quick!!" I tell them.
10 minutes go by and the ambulance finally shows up the proceed to giving her CPR "she's breathing ever so slightly" the EMT says, I feel just a little relief in knowing that she might live "ok we have to get her out of here they say picking her up and starping her up to take her away, they leave as I follow them to the hospital...."I did this to her, I should've never left" I said to myself.

Damn this chapter is really sloppy.