sorry , life

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my parents divorced and they moved along very very quickly. for a marriage that everyone thought was special and real seem to turn out to that they never looked at it that way . whenever we would go out to family party's, or coming back him from a restaurant or leaving my aunts house my dad always got "drunk" . i use quotation marks because he never seem that drunk , he was still able to talk and walk like normal he just said things that were not hurtful or out of line just things. while we would drive on the way home they would always argue , if they did not argue it was a good night but when they did it was annoying, stupid and flat out senseless. my mom would always say "that is it we are getting a divorce" or "we are divorcing" she would say something like that idk . idc. my dad would be like "why would you say that , especially in front of the kids" me and my sister would always tear up or cry  but when they actually got divorced we never really cried as much ,when i would hear a certain song i would some what tear up and think about good times , but that was it . i feel like my parents did really love eachother but for some reason they just probably knew that weren't right for eachother . :'-)

    

                                       june 22,2016