phan school au

chapter 1

~4 years ago~

*phils pov*

as the bell went telling us that it was finally end of the school day, i rushed to my locker to meet my best friend. Dan. when i turned the corner, there he stood looking like a the angelic 12 year-old he is. he had his back back towards me so i crept up behind him and covered his eyes. he jumped abit. "guess who, hes amazing, talented and funny and if u dont get who i am i aint afraid to kill you" i spoke he chuckled. "hmm is it my mum?" he replied back sarcastically "ugh Daniel i am offended". i remove my hands from his face and he turns and gives me a wide smile. "oh hey philly didn't see you there". "yeah yeah whatever lets go".

as we leave the schools site we begin to have a conversation about anything and everything. as we talk our hand brush against each others and i cant help but blush. Dan being Dan doesn't notice. thankfully. we quickly make a quick visit to my house because i live on the road before Dans, i drop my bag of and then we begin our 5 minute journey to Dans house.

we arrived at Dans house and when we opened the door we were met by nothing but quiet, Dans mum and dad travel alot for there jobs so usually my mum would come to check up on him, but Dan liked the quiet. "soo what do you want to do?" Dan said as he threw himself onto his sofa. "well i feel lucky today so how about me vs you on Mario kart" i say with a smirk rolled over my face. "oh your on philly, race you to my room!!" Dan shouts back already half way to the stairs. perfect. 

~after a couple of games~

"ugh you were right, you are lucky today" Dan said putting down his Wii controller and turning to face me. His brown eyes met my blue ones, was i staring for to long? well what i haven't aid is i am gay. my mum was is the only person who knows that i was. in year 5, i told her i had feelings for Dan and she was so happy that i told her and she said she will always love me no matter what. "phil? phil!!!" Dan said snapping me out of my thoughts. "yeah sorry, what did you say?" i replied giving him a little smile which he gave back to me. "i said you know your eyes arent just blue" he smiled again showing his dimple. ugh i couldn't take it!! he was being cute all day, why phil why did you have to fall for your STRAIGHT best friend??? i stopped what i was thinking to take a look at the boy beside me, my eyes diverted to his lips, they looked so kissable i wish i could just kiss him. "do you want to play crash ban..." ugh what the heck. before Dan could finish i grabbed his collar and smashed my lips with his and there was a spark but he wasn't kissing back. before i could do anything else, i was on the floor of dans bedroom. "get out" Dan said what? "what Dan..." "dont say my name!! just get out ok i dont wanna look at you phil ok?? now go away!!" so i ran out i flung open his front door, not looking back because i knew i ruined everything that meant the world to me. me and Dans friendship