Save me (Louis Tomlinson fanfic)

Chapter 14

REBECCA POV

I go home that night. I drag my self to my room. I feel better. I go to my closet pulling out some cloths to sleep in. I accidentally knock down a box and stuff goes every where. I pick up the box and start to pick up the stuff that fell down. I come to a note book. Mmmm, I pick it up walking to my bed sitting down. I open it, skimming through. It was my diary. I thought I lost it!

Dear diary,

Today I went home after my mum had baby Maya! So excited!

I can't wait for her to get older!!!! :)

-Becca

Then as I turn pages I see loads of songs I wrote.

The last page before I lost my diary was the song I wrote the day my dad and mum got in a fight.

The night my mum died.

The day where every thing changed.

I pick up my guitar and strum the cords for the song I wrote. (Not originally mine. Demi owns it) 'For the love of the daughter'

Don't you remember I'm your baby girl, how could you push me out of your world?

Lie to your flesh and your blood,

Put your hands on the ones that you swore you love

Don't you remember I'm your baby girl,

How could you push me out of your world?

So young when the pain had begun

Now forever afraid of being loved...

Oh father please father I'd love to leave you alone but I can't let you go.

Oh father please father

Oh father please father put the bottle down for the love of a daughter

For the love of a daughter

For the love me!!!!

I didn't notice I was crying.

I wipe my tears away and crawl into bed.

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