Saving myself for you (Vic Fuentes love story)

yeah boy and dollface

*Kitty pov*

I rolled out of my bunk in the morning and made my way to the bathroom. It was really quiet. And if there's one thing about this band is that theyre NEVER quiet, even when they sleep there's snoring, talking, farting. I brushed my teeth & made my way to see where everyone was.

everyone was gone.

i decided to text my brother
me- turtle where is everyone?
Tony- Me & Mike are getting everyone something to eat. We left like 5 minutes ago. We'll be back in an hour. Jaime and Vic were sleeping before we left. Idk if they still are.

just as he texted me that i heard Jaime fart. I know its Jaime because he always has those really squeaky farts while the rest of the guys have really loud disgusting farts.

I think Jaimes the only one here though.

Vic snores and there wasnt any snoring.

I'm glad he's not here, that insensitive asshole.

I jumped in the shower and just stood there staring at my stomach and legs. I'm disgusting, fat and hideous. I got out of the shower and stared at myself in the full length mirror.

I have such dull brown hair & lifeless blue eyes. I'm too fat. I'm just... Ugly.

No guy would ever want me.

Disgusted with my reflection, i decided to get dressed. I put on a large baggy BMTH hoodie & ripped leggings with converse. I threw my hair into a ponytail and didn't bother putting makeup on. I just put my nose ring on & i was set for the day.

As i was searching for my cigarettes in the mini kitchen, Vic walked in.

"Hey Kitty." He smiled at me as if nothing had ever happened.

"Fuck you Vic." I rolled my eyes and walked out.

*Vic pov*

I wanted to forget about Kitty. I didn't want to end up hurting her but I'm fucked either way.

I screwed up bringing Maya into the picture but i really like Maya.

Goddammit. I'm so confused.

I have towards both of em but i basically grew up with Kitty.

but then Maya is amazing.

& the sex is great.

But is that the only reason I'm with her? For the pleasure? No i like her.

I think.
Dammit Vic get your shit together.