Love, dating, Romance: Get what you really want

Could you forgive someone after they cheated?

Could you forgive someone after they cheated?

 

I have always been a fan of once a cheater always a cheater.

 

Thinking that if they cheat once they will do it again.

 

I guess a part of me still feels that way.

 

I have been married going on five years now, and I have seen my husband on several different dating and sex sites.

 

I felt sick to my stomach, and hurt.

 

I felt like I was ugly, or not enough.

 

He of course denies it.

 

I kicked him out and we spent a night apart.

 

I let him back so we can talk, and he broke his phone.

 

I love him yes, but a part of me hates myself for being with him.

 

It’s like I wonder if I can even trust him.

 

If he truly loved me he wouldn’t need anyone but me.

 

I have always been a strong woman yet I let this man make me weak.

 

Is love enough to make it through all the pain?

 

I don’t think love can conquer all.

 

I look in the mirror and see all my flaws, and think no wonder he would want to find someone else.

 

I hate that I do that.

 

I have never once strayed in my marriage, but I guess we all can’t stick to our vows.

 

So could you forgive someone after they cheated?

 

Would you walk away, or stick it out and make it work?

Is love worth all this pain?

 

Then again does love cause pain?

 

For once I don’t have all the answers.