The Dark
Depression slowly eats you alive, you look around and all the people that said they'd always be there for you.. Aren't there. You feel so alone, you feel dead inside... You don't what to do... You don't know who to turn to... It eats you from the inside out... It turns you into someone you don't wanna be, someone you don't even know... You wait for someone to pull you out of this pit, but they just laugh at you and kick dirt in your face... You try to climb you own way out but you just sick deeper... And deeper, until you can't see the light anymore... You doubt it even exists... You sit there so alone... So hopeless... So confused... You sit there waiting... Waiting for the light to return... Wondering if it ever will... You want to give up... But something inside of you won't let you... Something inside makes you stay awake... Makes you fight for your sanity... For the light... The light that left you so alone... So cold... You climb.. And climb... And just when you think you see the light... You slide straight back down to the dark, bottomless pit you now call home... Your new home... A place where you've lost yourself... You aren't you anymore... Your some monster.. Somewhere along the struggle to find the light, you became a monster... This new you... This new home... It makes you nauseous, this thing... This thing you've become... It disgusts you... You don't want it... You don't want any of it... You want to awaken from this nightmare... This nightmare you call reality... You're somehow able to see in the dark... The dark truth... The truth that you wish wasn't so... At first you embraced the dark... Now you shove it away, asking for the light to return... But it's to late... To late to turn back... To late to become the person you once were... That person you once were... That happy, carefree person... Who is that? You don't even recognize the old you anymore... The old you that remained under the light's healing touch... The touch you can't even remember anymore... The touch you miss... You wish you didn't feel the pain... You try to ignore it... But it feeds off of your soul... It consumes you from the inside out... Until there's nothing left... But a monster.
