Japan x The world!! ( One Shot )

NikoPan: Knives are sharp ( pt 3 )

The Belarusian male ran out to catch up with the Japanese male. Kiku cried and cried, as he began to ran out of breath. He stopped running at a nearby hill, he wiped his tears and sobbed. As for Nikolai, he hid his knive inside his pocket and stared at him.
" G-gomenasai Nikolai-san... im in such a horrible state " As he sat down on a fetal position at the green carpet of grass. Nikolai approached him slowly, trying to act as if he was sad. The Jap smiled at him with his embarrasing state. " Why do i even rike him in the first place? " Kiku asked himself, not too quiet and not too loud. Just clear enough to make Nikolai to listen.
" ......... didnt... do.. " Nikolai mumbled. Kiku giggled and had one tear out of his eyes
" H-ha-haii... " he stuttered. Nikolai picked up a random flower and gave it to the stuttering japanese male
" dont cry, who wants a loser like that "
He sniffed and looked at the bluebell the Nikolai was holding, as he took it gently from his hands. He thanked him as he putted it beside him, as he shooked his head and cried once again.
" is it that bad? " he asked

" a guy you liked for 3 years rejected you, disgusted that you were gay, played with your feelings and has a girlfriend, whats worst? "

" then live on, forget everything and sleep " Nikolai stated his opinion. Kiku bit his lips, his head was on Nikolai's direction but his eyeballs were looking away. The Belarusian male smiled ( but a frown was still in presence ) and looked at Kiku's eyes. He coughed and reached his fingers to his cheeks.
" ill prove to you that im better than that worthless shit you encounte- " Nikolai stopped and looked at the blushing Jap's espression. The raven haired male widened his eyes, never overthinking that his friend likes him. " whatever " Nikolai pushed him and growled. He went further away from the Jap. He was just embarrased, he had to prevent an act like this now that he was... in love?.. Kiku covered his mouth as he looked at his friend. Backing away from him, he sighed. " im the most horrible person in the world... people dont like me for who I am.. " He stated, Nikolai looked at him for a moment, denying him so much.

Hakushin! The japanese male sneezed, Nikolai hesitated to reveal his face. As his scarf was a present from his dearest beloved brother. He took it off anyway, as he went to the Japanese's direction and wrapped it around his neck. Kiku was suprised, as he turned around to look at the lone belarusian's face. His heart was struck, kiku stared at his face for a while. Admiring his presence. He turned around and blushed, he felt angry for himself.
' why do i love, for appearances.. i need to know what is inside him, his personality, how can i love him for his looks, ' he scolded himself as he didnt believe love in first sight. Nikolai barely smiled and patted the japanese's head. " my little flower, " his expression changed, he stared at kiku's eyes. Deep into his soul. That sinister smile that Nikolai made, so creepy yet so attractive in Kiku's sight. The raven haired male shuddered, he was a bit scared. Then, Nikolai touched his cheeks and looked at Alfred's house.
" red liquid will spill on my motherland's powder tommorow night " He mumbled. The other was confused,
" its not neccesary ( idk how to spell ) for you to know " a sinister smile, appeared again. Kiku's blood ran on his cheeks, leaving him to blush. As Nikolai went back to Alfred's and left his scarf behind that was wrapped around the neck of his beloved one. The platinum haired male sniffed, as he took out a cutter inside his pocket. Along with his glove. He went inside to find an Alfred-kissing-a- jones. Oh, to make it more interesting? They did it in a French way. He was happy, but angry

' he loved you and he putted his trust on you, you played with his feelings exchanging i love you's to each other when you dont even love him. Youre a pathetic fly, and what do they do to flies?.. ' He snapped once again,

" THEY KILL THEM " He cackled out loud, but he didnt gain attention due to the DJ's song. The only one who saw him was Allistor, holding a cross. Nikolai approached them slowly, stealthy. He hid his cutter behind him. Without his scarf, his face were in presence and the girls fell head-over-heels in love with him. Even Alfred's girlfriend. The drunk american looked at the handsome belarusian as his mind wasnt clear enough to realise it was him. Kiku was there, leaning on the entrance. Alfred's girlfriend, beatrice checked her phone and excused herself to the bathroom again. Now leaving only Alfred and Nikolai staring at each other.
He took out his cutter, as he planned to slit the American's throat quickly. But before he could had a chance, the MC announced something, it suprised him over its loud voice, so he hid it inside his pocket again. This time, Nikolai was mercifull. But it only work a time in one year. Slow music started to play, people were dancing together with their partners. Leaving Kiku to cry by himself at the entrance. The belarusian student made a dirty face and left the drunken American on the couch, now approaching his beloved one and his scarf.
" Gomenasai " He wiped his tears as he hesitated to look at the tall figure. " its so shocking, i never felt heartbroken before... i... i..i " then, he got shushed by Nik's fingers.

" i love you, and you must know that other people care for you, not only Alfred " he gave him a warm smile for the FIRST time in his life, it was the first time that he smiled so warmly. Maybe love made him a bit softer than before. To be honest, kiku was the first person who he comforted. Nikolai really cared for him, before knowing him also. He will always notice the raven-haired male in presence, he was so kind.. so generous... so calm.. and so warm.. Nikolai never felt so much warmness from a person, or was it his instict. He gave a small peck on Kiku's cheeks as he hugged him. The Japanese male remembered, even though publicity refers him to a lone wolf, sad, creepy and scary guy. It wasnt true, Nikolai was very kind. That one time in the streets of Russia, he helped an old woman to cross the road. He played with children that was way younger. He became a tour guide for the tourists whom travel to Russia for fun. Kiku hugged him back, both of them felt warmth as their body pressed againts each other ( that felt weird typing it X3 ) they stared deep into each other's eyes. Now, Kiku knew he was a very kind man.. but. He never knew his other side.. that was.. not worth.. learning. As the handsome male pulled him into a 3 seconds kiss, Kiku's face became red as he touched his lips with his index finger.

" so umm..... " he looked away

" we are.. officially couples " Nikolai stated as he blushed.

" h-h-h-haii.. "

" But before that, i have a lot to do tommorow, i wont be in presence for school tommorow "

Curiosity killed the cat

" .... what... are you doing? "

" Something that involves Alfred "
He sent shivers down his spine. His instict told him that it was something bad, but he acted as he didnt knew.
" Take care okay? "

He smiled

" of course.. "

( im sorry for updating so late!! Im so sorry, but somehow im very angry at myself for making kiku like a little crybaby bitch, his character development on this story SUCKS the personality is so far off