I do, I dont

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Beca looked at herself in the mirror. It's okay to be nervous, I mean everyone gets cold feet on their wedding day right?  Honestly Beca was never one of those little girls who  would imagine her wedding day. She never saw it as something she must do. At least not like becoming a music producer, that was a must, but becoming Jesse's wife wasn't something she thought about until the day he pulled out the ring and popped the question.  It was a cheesy moment that only Jesse would come up with. Like something out of a movie that Beca was forced to watch. She didn't cry, she wasn't swept off her feet. Her words were pretty close to, "Dude, are you sure?"

After months of planning, well mainly Jesse planning and Beca just going along (because that's what she's suppose to do, right?) she's standing in a back room looking at herself in her wedding dress. Waiting for her dad to come get her to walk down the aisle. She doesn't feel like today is special or like it's going to be the "best day of her life" honestly she just wants to get it over with so she can put her skinny jeans back on.

There's a knock on her door and before she can answer it's opens a bit. Red hair pops in the crack as Beca hears, "Beca it's you're bridesmaids."

"Come in guys," Beca tells them as they all start to pile in. Everyone of the Bella's are here for her support. Honestly they have all helped her so much with this whole thing.

"Oh Beca, you look stunning." Chloe says as she pulls her into a hug. A Chloe hug, Beca has always been calmed down by Chloe's hugs. Her hugs that make you feel as if you never have to be alone.

Beca looks at the Bella's, her sisters, she wishes they were still back in college, where the biggest worry was a test or whether or not they'd make it to worlds. Not getting married and having the fear you'll end up like your parents.

"Beca, are you okay? You look like you're going to be sick," Stacie informs her making her worry a reality.

"Okay, even though the Ginger is the maid of honor and not me! Let me have a moment with my so called best friend," Amy tells the other girls. Pushing them towards the door.

Amy shuts the door and walks over to Beca, "okay I'm only doing this because I love you, are you mad? Why are you going through with this?"

Beca's taken aback at Amy's sudden outburst. "What do you mean? I love Jesse."

Amy rolls her eyes and sits Beca down. 'Amy's about to go on a rant,' Beca thinks to herself. "Beca! You've been dreading today since he's asked! That's not love that's tolerance. You're not in love with Jesse and you sure as hell aren't suppose to end up with him!"

Beca's so confused, Amy hasn't mentioned this at all during the planning, hell if anything Amy has helped Beca with most of the wedding. "Then who am I suppose to end up with?" Beca asks almost afraid that Amy is going to tell her that she's meant to be alone forever.

"Chloe! You're suppose to be with Chloe!" Amy tells her sending a shock through Beca's body.

Beca laughs at the thought, "okay good joke Amy."

Amy kneels down in front of her best friend and decides she needs a soft voice to get through how serious she is, "Beca, you and Chloe are suppose to be together. You're dreading this and Chloe's heartbroken over it. You love her, don't be afraid to admit it. You're Beca and Chloe. You're Bloe. Don't make the wrong decision."

Before Beca can answer there's another knock on her door and her dad enters, "ready Beca?" He asks holding his hand out to her.

Fat Amy stands up and heads out. Beca is lost in her own mind as she takes her dads hand. Chloe likes Beca? I mean Beca has always had a crush on Chloe, but she's never acted on it due to respect for Jesse; she never thought Chloe would feel the same. Maybe that's why after the first few months of Jesse and Beca being together she didn't feel anything any more. Maybe that's why as of right now Beca sees Jesse more as a friend than a husband. She's not meant to be with the goofy movie lover, but before she realizes it she's standing in front of Jesse. Her hands in his she can't just stop the wedding, Beca Mitchell maybe distant and moody but she could never just embarrass someone in front of all their friends and family.

Beca sucks in a deep breath as the minister turns to her, "Repeat after me. I, Beca Mitchell, take thee Jesse Swanson, to be my lawfully wedded husband"

"I, Beca Mitchell, take thee, Chloe Beale..."

Did Beca just really say that? The look from Jesse's face confirms it. She hears a gasp from most of their guest and then fat Amy's voice, "whoop, there it is!"

Beca's mouth is dry and she can't get any words out. She wants to find words to take it back, but she can't because in all honesty she doesn't want to take it back.

"I'm sorry Jesse," is all Beca says before turning around and facing her maid of honor with the beautiful blue eyes, "Chloe, I love you."

Chloe's eyes light up and her smile glows. Chloe pulls Beca into her until their lips meet. In this moment Beca can hear all of hers and Jesse's guest whispering and saying cruel things, but she doesn't care. This is the best feeling she's ever had.

The girls break apart and Beca grabs Chloe's hand and pulls her out of the church. They make it to Chloe's car and get in.

"Are you sure about this?" Chloe asks in a timid voice while starting her car.

"I've always been in love with you, I just didn't know if you would feel the same. I wasn't as happy as I could've been."

This makes Chloe smile and she begins to drive off. "I love you too Beca,"

As Beca sits in Chloe's passenger seat while Chloe drives all she can think about is how right it'll feel to stand up in front of a minister saying "I do" to Chloe Beale. She may have never really thought about it as a child or even recently, but marrying Chloe is something that she'll make a must.

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