When he's gone

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Elisa pov

Elisa- * it's only been a week since rocs been gone and I miss him terribly. I need him back. I miss everything about that man. I sighed and got out of bed. I touched my stomach because it felt a little ...queasy. I walked into the bathroom and threw up. I hate throwing up. It's so dreaming nasty. When I was done I wiped my mouth and flushed the toilet. Then I rinsed my mouth with mouthwash and grabbed my phone. I texted Craig to ask when we could send letters out. He said this week so I text him ok and grabbed 2 sheets of paper and pen. I sat there and tried to think of what to say. I stopped thinking about what to say to chres and started writing for Indiana. When I was about to write for chres I threw up again. What did I eat? I shook it off and wrote chres something. After that I put them in envelopes and put the appropriate information on them. I text Craig to see when he was sending his letter out and he said tomorrow so I told him I was gonna come with and he said cool. I laid in bed and watched some tv. I've been feeling sick lately so one of my classmates been teaching me the material. Around 3 Myles came home so we went to the doctors. I had on some black skinny jeans, white wedge sneakers, and a crop top that says cant stop. The top is black with white writing. When we got to the hospital we walked into a room immediately. I sat on he bed and he sat on the chair. My doctor came in and asked what's going on.* for the past few days I've been feeling sick.

Doctor- so you just throw up? * I nodded.* well we'll let you take a pregnancy test and we'll go from there. * I nodded and she gave me a cup. I peed in it and she took it. Myles sat on the bed with me.*

Myles-what if its positive?* I shrugged.*

Elisa- I don't think I'm pregnant. It would be impossible.* I shouldn't have a baby because last time me and Myles had sex was a few moths ago. Last time me and chres had sex was 2 weeks ago. The doctor came back with the news.* congrats your pregnant.* I sat there speechless. Oh god no!!!!*

Myles- how far along is she?

Doctor- not far. Looks about 2 weeks.* oh god please let her stop talking! its chres baby. Oh why! I looked at the ground. I know I'm gonna get it when I get home.*

Craig pov

Craig- * I'm in the house missing Indiana. That's my baby and I need her back. I knew I should've made love to her before she left. I hate how stubborn we are. I play a part too. I so stubborn that I didn't tell her I love her I just told her I'm sorry. I mean that's cool but there's way more than that. I got her wedding ring and I was supposed to propose to her but now she's gone. I'm sitting on her side of the bed listening to yo side of the bed by trey songz. I get so deep I start singing the damn song.*Awake through the night cause I can't help the tossing and turning

I want you to know that our bed, our sheets, our pillows get lonely.* I heard a knock at the door so I got up and opened it to see Frieda. * hi.

Frieda- hey. What's wrong?

Craig- she went in last week.* Frieda's face fell.*

Frieda- I'm sorry. Want me to stay?* I nodded my head sadly and she hugged me tightly. She started to rub my back. Her hands went from my back to my shoulders, down my chest and abs to my ball shorts. I don't have a shirt on. She pulled her head back and looked at my body biting her lip.*

Craig- what are you doing?

Frieda- I want you Craig. I always have.* she pushed her body harder against me.*

Craig-please stop.* she but her lip and put her hands in my shorts. I pushed them away and moved away from her.* you gotta go.

Frieda- her hooks are that deep in you?* I nodded. I grabbed her arm and guided her out the house. I closed the door and sighed. What am I going to do? I shook my head and went back to being depressed without my girl. I need her back in my arms. I walked into my room and replayed the song while looking at pictures if us. *

Craig- Every time she leaves it's my heart that she's taken from me

I dunno if she's gone for good or returning in the morning

Cannot wait through the night cause I can't help the tossing and turning

I want you to know that our bed, our sheets, our pillows get lonely.

Indiana pov

Indiana-* I'm at the base eating this shit. I don't know what it's called but it ain't the food I'm used to. I miss Craig so much and it's only been a week. I need my husband without him I don't feel complete. I wonder what he's doing. He's probably in the house sleep. I should've put our differences aside sooner. I miss him so much and I can't wait to get back to him. While I was thinking about him a hand pulled me away from my thoughts. It was general..* yes sir?

General- you have a lot of spirit Indiana for a rookie.

Indiana- thank you sir.* he left and I just continued eating. That was random but I well. Long story short I miss Craig and I can't wait til i come back.*

Chresanto pov

Chresanto- * I miss Eli. I wonder how she's doing without me. Probably good since she has her husband and all. I miss her terribly. I miss the sex between us the most because that's where we showed our feelings. I would look in her eyes even when were not having sex and see love in them. I miss her. I quit this shit. I'm gonna try to resign from this shit or something. Fuck that family and its traditions. I need my girl back. I sighed and looked at a rookie. He's been watching me all week so might as well se his deal. * what's your name?

******* - Dorian.

Chresanto- Dorian why do you watch me?* he shrugged and blushed a little.* there has to be a reason.

Dorian- well I would like to be your friend if that's cool.

Chresanto- yea that's cool. * I sat next to him and we started talking about our selves. He told me he was gay and he came in the service because his dad thought if would turn him straight.* That makes no sense to me but whatever.

Dorian- I know my dads clueless..* I shrugged.*

Chresanto- well I gotta go.* he nodded and u walked to my little mat and looked at a picture of Elisa that I stole from her. She looks so beautiful in this picture. I sighed and put it back in my pocket just imagining her voice. I miss that girl terribly.*

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I'll show Dorian and Frieda later.

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