Maya's P.O.V.
"MAYA, JOSH IS HERE" yelled my best friend from the living room. Ever since the Ski Lodge trip Josh and I have decided that someday we'll be together. I didn't know he was coming over today. He's usually in his dorm with his friends and girlfriend. Which I don't mind yeah it hurts watching him love someone else but we've always said "Someday" or "Long Game."
"Hey Josh. What are you here? Not that I'm complaining or anything." Well I'm not. I'm always happy when he's here. "I wanted to talk to you." Uhh oh this doesn't said good. Let's go to Riley's room and talk."
"Okay." The "I wanted to talk to you talk is never a good thing"
"So, what's up. Why do you need to talk?" I'm so nervous. I've never been nervous, I mean I've nervous but not this nervous. "I broke up with my girlfriend." Well that's new. He was happy with her. I mean well he looked happy with her. "Why? I thought you were happy."
"I was. I was extremely happy with her, but I wasn't giving her all of me when you're always on my mind." I know he's not blaming his break up on me. "Are you blaming your break up on me?" I asked bluntly. "No. Why would you ask that? None of this is your fault."
"So, then why did you break up with her?" I know I'm young and I also know what I feel. "I broke up with her because I can't love her they way I love you, Maya. I know there's an age difference. I'm very well aware of that. It's hard not to pretend that I don't love you when I look at you and know that I'm home. Even she knew that I wasn't giving her all of me. I wasn't gonna lie to her either. She didn't deserve that. The break up was mutual. She understood." This was all alot for me to take in. I was but wasn't the cause of his break up with Kayla. It was harding seeing him with her but he was happy and I was happy. We've decided to play the long game and that was what we were doing. We see other people. I wasn't seeing anyone but Zay and I have become closer since the Ski Lodge. Zay was there when I didn't feel like being a third wheel with Riley and Lucas. "So, what do we do. I'm still not old enough for you. I've been hanging out with Zay but it's nothing romantic. This is alot for me to take in. I'm sorry about your break up. I wish I could help you." I wanna help him. He's my long game partner and I hate him seeing upset like this. "It's okay, Maya. I made the right decision. We're playing the long game, right? Then go date someone. I'll wait. I can't picture myself with anyone but you. It's you." Who knew Josh could be so well with words? "Josh, I know I'm young but I know what I feel. I can't feel what I feel with you with other guys. It's you. I like you for who you are. Could I go out and date other guys? Yes, but I'm not gonna. Why? Because you're the one. The one I wanna spend my forever with. The one that I wanna laugh and cry with. The one I wanna have fights with. The one I wanna wake up next every morning and fall asleep with every night. You're the one, Josh. It's you." I can't sit here that I don't feel those things when I do. He's my best friend. "You're my best friend, Josh."
"You're my best friend too, Maya. We can't do anything about it. So what do we do?" He asked me what to do.
"We wait. We wait for each other. It'll be hard but it'll be worth it. I'm not going anywhere and neither are you. I'd wait then not have you in my life." I know it sounds selfish but it's the truth. We aren't going anywhere. Well I'm not going anywhere. "Maya, I'd rather wait then not have you in my life either. You've got me and I've got you."
"Long Game."
"No, waiting game."
A/N: This planned on being longer but I decided I would write another part to it in like 2 weeks. Takes place after Ski Lodge.
