Chapter seven

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by hannahwhitt31

by hannahwhitt31

Hannah's POV

''What happened?'' I asked sitting up. The boys and Rachel were sitting around me. Why was I sitting on the couch? Niall and I were upstairs kissing just a second ago, weren't we? Why was Niall on the floor with puffy, red, deep blue eyes. ''Niall, babe, what's going on?'' He sat there for a minute leaving me there waiting for a response. ''Well we were upstairs kissing then I put my hands to your face and your tears, they seemed so hot that they could put holes in my hands. So I asked you what was wrong and you weren't responding so I picked you up and rushed you downstairs to see if the boys and Rachel could help me get it out of you.'' I shot a look at Rachel and the rest of the boys. Rachel retorted quickly ''I called mom and she said you were having an asthma attack. So I motioned Niall to get your inhaler. We opened your mouth and made you take it. Then you fell asleep. Mom said to take it easy the rest of the day if you can help it.'' Rachel's mom had always been my pediatrician and our family's were always kind of close. It was more of me being close to her family bit same thing, right? For some strange reason I was wanting Niall to our house. ''Would you all mind if Niall and I went home for a little?'' They all replied in unison ''If that's what you want.'' So Niall and I got into the green Hummer he had recently bought with our house. On the way to the house we listened to Justin Bieber's acoustic album from a couple years before. He put on ''Be Alright'' on. As the CD was on I got on my twitter. Of coarse there was hate here and there but its never been as bad as it is now. Comments were made such as ''You're a slut'', or ''You're only in the relationship for the money''. I exited out of the app because I had enough and threw my peach iPhone 5C down. I could only take so much hate. That was to much hate in that moment.

Niall's POV

When we got into our house Hannah went straight to the bed room, with me right behind her. When she got to the bed room she slammed the door in my face. I wondered what was wrong with her. Did I say something wrong and not notice it? I tried to turn the platinum knob and it wouldn't turn all the way and let me in. Shoot. She locked the door. I pulled out my key ring ran it though my hand as quickly as possible. As quick as I could I found the key to the room, slid the key in smoothly, to find her not in the bed but on the floor. With a pair of scissors in her hand. No, no and no. She couldn't be thinking about this, not know. I ran over to her, fell to my knees and took the sharp scissors from her. "Babe. What's wrong? Why are you thinking of this again? I don't like seeing you like this." Her sobs quietly leaving her body. She gasped a few times for breath. "I don't know what to do any more Niall. It's just. There's so much hate falling upon me and I don't even know why. They aren't in my shoes to judge what I feel. It makes me feel so worthless. Like a piece of shit. I don't like that feeling." She was resulting back to her old ways, cutting. I like the fact that she was talking to me but I don't like the fact that she would result back to that. I need to call someone that was there when she was younger. That knows how to help her through this. Rachel. Ill get her to come over. "It's going to be okay baby. Don't worry." I sad bending down grabbing her up in my arms rocking her back and forth. "Baby, why don't you text Rachel and have her and the boys come over so we could get through this together. We are all super close. We could all help you, do it."

Rachel's POV

The familiar tune started playing of "Diana" and I knew immediately knew it was Hannah or Niall because the rest of the boys were with me and Louis in the living room. Hannah popped up on my iPhone five screen. "Hello darling," I said into the phone. I heard her gasping for air yet again. Then that's when she totally broke down. "Hannah, love what's wrong? Are you and Niall fighting again? Do I need to come get you?" Then I heard Niall in the back ground talking to her. I heard him say "Babe, give me the phone. Just calm down baby." Why was she broken down yet again today? She hasn't broken down this much since she was about thirteen. All of a sudden I hear Niall's voice more clearly. "Hey Rach, can you and the guys come over please. Hannah's having some trouble again." Right then I knew what Niall was talking about. She probably just snapped and tried to cut or kill herself again. Luckily Niall was there, because if Hannah had succeeded she might've killed herself and I couldn't bear to loose her. We've been close since I was twelve and she was eleven and now we were both nineteen so we've been basically sisters for seven years. We are to close. I would die if I lost her. "Sing to her, do something to calm her down Niall." When we got there we went exactly upstairs and we heard Niall singing 'Diana' to her and if I knew her well enough I knew she was singing along. We walked in and I fell to the floor at her feet and immediately started crying because I saw the scissors on the bed. "Hannah, I love you so much, I cant loose you now. Please..."

Louis' POV

When Rachel got up there she immediately broke down. I don't think any of us suspected this. If she had been here alone, she could've been dead. I don't know if anyone of us could've handled that. The thought of it was to much to bear. Seeing some of the closest people to us made me break down. I didn't like seeing any one of us like this. I haven't seen Niall this upset since his brother and him got into this huge argument. By this time we were all on the ground trying to calm each other down. I think we all shed a few tears. Liam, Zayn and I were the first ones to stop crying. It feels like the earth was crumbling at our finger tips. All of a sudden I heard Hannah's phone ringing. I went to the bathroom and picked it up. It was Kate, her old neighbor. "Hello?" I said with a hiccup in my voice.

"Louis? Is Hannah there? I haven't heard from her today." She said in a high voice. I looked at Liam motioned him to come to me. I didn't know if I should tell her or not.

"Can you hold on right quick love?" I said when Liam came into the bathroom. I put her on mute so she couldn't hear Liam and I's conversation. "Liam, it's Kate and I don't know what to tell her. She's asking to talk to Hannah."

Liam responded quickly, "Just go out the door and tell her what's going on. Don't lie to her, because she's going to find out sooner or later." He was right and I knew he was.

"Will you go into the hallway with me when I tell her? I'm afraid I'll break down again." He shook his head yes and we went into the hallway. "Kate, darling, Hannah tried to cut again.''

''What? What do you mean she tried to cut again?" I could tell she was shocked.

"I was shocked when I found out too. She's still crying. Niall, Rachel and Harry are in her room trying to calm her down right now."

"I don't know what to think." Right then she broke down and started crying.

"Kate, is Justin there?'' Liam said taking over the call putting it on speaker.

"Yes. He's making dinner." She said with an upset tone in her voice. Right about then, we both heard Justin walk in and ask what was wrong. We heard her say "Hannah tried cutting again. Hey guys, I'm going to put you all on speaker phone."

"Okay.'' Liam and I said in unison.

Justin said "Would it be okay if we came down there as soon as we get done eating dinner?"

"Of coarse. We would love to have you all over." I said then we got off of the phone off of the phone with them. We walked into the room and Hannah and Rachel were the only ones crying. "Niall, you know what your going to have to do with me to?"

"Yes sir." We both went in and got them and started being the tickle monsters.

"Ahhhhhh!!! Stop we cant breath." Hannah said. Then Niall knew she loved when she said stuff in his Irish accent.

"It took us turdy-seven minutes to get you to laugh." He said and she just smiled with her eyes red.