it has been weeks since i have even texted George i was so fucking angry words couldnt describe how bad i felt.
basically i am now a loaner i just sit in my room listening to depressing music and writing in my diary about how i shouldnt even be in this world why didnt my dad use a condom for fuck sake. while listening to justin beiber boyfriend, i was thinking why does he fucking say this he is a girl for fuck sake and to be honest i just made my day.
i couldnt really talk to my parents about anything because they would take it over the top so i decided to be the bigger person and phone him up, butt to tell you honestly i didnt want to hear his high pitched deafening voice right now...... aww who am i kidding i fucking love that 2 timer thats what makes him so hawttt, what the fuck am i saying i think in need help.
anyway the phone rang and rang and he answered saying " ohh rocky im so happy to hear from you i have missed you so much. and at that i just burst out in anger and said
"who the fuck do you think you are, you came in with that girl i thought we had something you fucking idiot, and who the fuck was the cow anway because when i se...
he interrupted " woahh calm down i just couldnt help it i was so attached to this bad girl"
and then he uttered the words "im sorry"
then the phone cut of
