it was mid December and I was all alone in me and ashton's flat. it was not to big but not too small. Ashton was away with his band opening up for one direction. He is suppost to be home before christmas but I dont see it happening. our home was filled with joyful things for the holiday. ashtons dad helped me put up the tree and his couisins help me decorate it. I walked over to the window that was right next to the flat screen hanging on the wall. I saw the mail man pass by, I didn't like going outside to get the mail because there was always cameras and people out there just waiting for the wife of Ashton to come out. I got over it and walked down the steps and on to the snow filled sidewalk and down to the mailbox that said '432 red word road'. I hurried inside to get away from the frosted air. I was looking through the mail when I came across ' Aubrey Irwin'. it was my phone bill. I hate when they come in because that means I have to call Ashton and tell him I'm gonna have to use his card again. He didn't care, but I feel the need to tell him. Ashton has been away since october 4. Four days before my birthday. I picked up my phone and dialed the number. after 1 minute there was a answer from a raspy cheeky boy. "hey did I wake you up?" I ask shyly "no I had to get up anyways. what you need babe?" he said "ohh well I know that you don't care and you tell me I don't have to tell you but I'm going to do it. anyways. I am going to use your card again. our phone bill came in" I said "baby you don't have to tell me the reason why I got you a card to my account is so that you don't have to ask." he said in his i-dont-care voice. "ok just telling you. I miss you and hope to see you soon" I said on the verge of tears. I swallow the lump in my throat but It didn't work I started to cry. "baby don't cry I miss you too and I will be home in....... I will be home soon." I knew what he was going to say. I just didn't want to hear it. "ok I love you" "love you too" I hung up the phone and threw it next to me. As soon as I got up to go over to the kitchen my phone started to ring. it was sydney, one of my best friends from school. "hey aubrey" she said in her guess what tone "hey syd" I said trying to make it sound like I was not crying "whats wrong." she asked. "he's not here on christmas syd. I want him next to me watching my favorite Christmas show, I want him cuddling with me when I'm cold ,all I want is him with me but no I am alone. you know what we need to go out call everyone tell them that we are going out to ight and to be ready by 9. got to go his mom's here" there was a knock at the door. I didn't give her time to say ok I just hung up and went answer the door. I tryed wiping my eyes but It didn't work. His mom came in and looked at me and she knew exactly what was wrong. she pulled me in for a hug and told me it was going to be ok. I asked he why she stoped by so late and she answers with "i just got done christmas shopping and this is for you so go and put it under the tree." I did what she said and we made small talk before she left. I headed up the stairs while my friends were blowing up my phone with yay party party and see you there. I took my shower and got and and sat on my bed staring at the ceilling. I kept dying to my self. come one aubrey get up and go out he would want you too. I fixed my hair and did my wake while still wrapped in my pink towel. I picked my sleved dress with my black studded heels. as I texted everyone saying I'm ready I hured talking down stairs. I walked down staires trying not to fall when I say the guys and sydney and haley. (not the 5sos boys). ok who is ready to party I said throwing my hands in the air. we all screamed.
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