Entry 1: Chasing Alexa
♫ Cut the music up
A lil’ louder
Yeah ♪
♪ You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out
How to love, how to love
You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever
Now you in the corner tryna put it together
How to love, how to love ♫
I remember when I was love sick. You block out everyone. You feel so tired, because you haven’t slept in forever. You know that he’ll be in your dreams, but you don’t want to stay awake laying in your bed crying either. You’re starving, but you can’t eat because you’re starving for him and every memory just leaves you a bigger hole in your heart. Even your clothes remind you of him what you wore when you hung out. You can still smell him all over them, even though his scent hasn’t been there for long. You wish his scent would be stuck on you, but you know you’d be pulling at your skin trying to get him off you. You’re online, he signs on, and you want to yell at him to go away, but you just watch the screen waiting for him to say anything, but then he signs off, and you tear yourself apart for not saying anything to him. You stop talking to your friends, and they get worried and try comforting you, but they just make you feel worse because they think they know, but they don’t they don’t have a damn clue. ~
Ayy ano ba yan!!! -_- kung ano ano na iniisip ko. Eh masisisi niyo ba ako? Eh HB ako! as in HEARTBROKEN! T.T
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Di joke lang. XD wala ako lovelife noh. Hindi ako mahilig dun. sus AKO pa!! \(^o^)/
“Alex dalian mo!!”
Anyways, Haaay ano ba yan!!. T.T pasukan na naman po. Pagod pagod there, pagod pagod here na naman ako. >.< First day ng school ngayon at eto ako nakaready na papasok. Naayos na mga gamit ko na dadalhin ko sa school. Unte lang naman dala ko dahil first day of school pa lang naman. Ayoko naman magmukhang excited kung magdadala pa ako ng mga kung ano ano noh!
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"Alex ano ba?!”
Ano naman kaya ang mga bagong pagdadaanan ko ngayon at College na ko. Hay mas gugustohin ko pang bumalik na lang ng Elementary or fast forward na lang para tapos na ako sa pagaaral! T.T
“Alex!!”
Huh?
Teka. May tumatawag ba? O.o
Tinanggal ko yung headset ko sa aking tenga at lumapit sa pinto para buksan. Mukha kasing may tumatawag.
“Alex!!”
Meron nga -__-
“Anjan na!!”
Pagbukas ko ng pinto ….
*Toink*
“Aray!!”
O_o <- Reaction niya.
“Hindi ako pintuan para katukan mo noo ko!!” Sigaw ko sa kanya. yung noo ko ba naman ang ginawang pinto? -____-
“Eh bat ba kasi ang tagal mo lumabas?”
“Hindi naman po kasi ako excited katulad mo!! Psh.”
