The beat flowing through the speakers.
Booming loud.
I feel the beat inside myself.
I'm on the cloud.
Now I can forget the world. I can forget everything.
I haven't eaten anything except supper for the last three days. Can nobody tell? Why isn't anyone talking to me about it. Why isn't someone going, "Hey, I noticed you haven't brought food for a while to school."
But no. You know who finds out?
The dentist lady. The one lady that has seen me for the first time ever. She noticed. She confronted me. She made me admit it. And it felt good to tell her that I knew it was wrong but that I just couldn't stop.
Am I actually hungry now? No.
She made me cry about it. They were so nice. I think I need new friends.
