sexy neighbor {jikook}

{Chapter 1}

I notice everything
And by everything I literally mean everything.
The way he won't call me anymore when he was at work,
How he comes home late at night
How his shirts always smell different. When he's always drunk and when he has purple hickeys on his pale skin.
I wasn't stupid
I may be younger
But I know
And he thought I didn't.
He thinks I'm........
Stupid
He thinks that when he missed our anniversary he was slick
That he could just tell me that he would be working late at work
Knowing damn well it's our anniversary.
And I, as his husband
I went to him instead
Only to find him pinned down on his desk by some guy I don't even know.
He didn't see me
The other guy didn't see me
And I saw everything
Because I notice everything
The way the guy had him moaning and groaning, gasping.
My eyes filled with tears but they didn't seem to fall
I was running so fast
I fell
And that's when I broke down
I never cried so much in my life.
When I got home
I cleaned up
Threw the cake away
burned the gift I spent my money on.
Threw away the dinner
And washed myself
I made the bed messy
so that it could look like I was here the whole day.
I made sure to clean my clothes before he came home.
When he came home it was 3 in the morning.
I didn't bother to question him
I made breakfast
Prepared his clothes
And most importantly
Kept my mouth shut
I didn't wait up for him like I used too.
Made his portion of food and left it on the table for him to eat.
Same with breakfast.
I would wash his.....dirty clothes
made him lunch for work.
Did all the chores.
He didn't seem effected at all
He didn't question my behavior
And it was a simple marriage life.
He cheated on me
He didn't love me
I knew that
He told me so many times
I lost count,how many times?
He didn't touch me
Never
But he loved the way the other guy was touching him.
The way those big tan hands where touching his pale skin
The way he gripped the guys hair.
It was simple
He didn't love me
He loved the other one
Even more than him
And it was fine
I was fed up with him already
It's my time to have fun. A week later the house next door to us was bought.
The house was old and dusty
But it was under construction
And When it was done the moving vans where outside unloading.
It was bought by some guy,
I saw him.
He had light brown hair
He looked short.
That's all I got out from him.
"Someone actually bought that house"
I was stunned for a moment
Yoongi talked to me
"I'm surprise too"
I simple replied not really looking for a conversation at the moment
He signed and looked at me
"I'm going out with some friends don't wait up"
I made eye contact with him
"I wasn't going to wait up"
He looked away and signed
"Okay"
He grabbed a sweater and the rest of his usual things
his keys, phone, and Chapstick
His lips supposedly get chapped
"Bye"
I close the door when he left
I slid up against the door and left out a sign
Good he's gone.
I walked up to the bedroom
And slammed myself in the bed
I took a nap and woke up late
I've been doing that lately.
It was night outside and yoongi wasn't back.
Of course what was I expecting
I got up and walked towards the window that gave us a good view of the house next door.
The outside of the house was brick but now the bricks where removed and replaced with some plastic bricks painted yellow.
The Windows where covered with lace.
The whole house was colorful,
Compared to our house. Our house was simple and that's the way Yoongi liked it,
So we never changed it.
But yoongi is never home.
Maybe he be home if that guy lived with him.
I looked and saw that one particular window was not covered with the white lace.
The window gave me a view of a light brown wood and a white bed. There was a mirror by the bed.
Does he like to stare at himself,
The next thing that came into view was, him.
The guy was handsome,
The view is great.
He pulls his white shirt off and he's sweaty.
There's a tattoo of writing in some letters and he had a great body,
He worked out
Definitely a guy who works out,
He shook his head and process to press a button to the fan.
His lips where full and so red
He's a god.
And if he was a god
Well then boy I'm part of that religion.
I looked away when he turned to the window.
I decided that maybe I just found my new excitement and my fun.
But the thought of him just makes me feel shy,
I pull the curtains and walk away from the window
I enter the bathroom and look in the mirror
I was blushing