False LOVE

Her Smile

Chapter 15:
"Her Smile"

"Sometimes you just gotta learn to fight for what you have. Its not that you're selfish.
Its just that, there person you are fighting for means the whole world to you"

Dyo's P.O.V.

(At the house)

I have been in a relationship before, and it was very un-easy.
And the fact that, mom didnt like her because of her attitude.. It discouraged me a lot..
Our relationship didnt last long. And since then, I had never fallen inlove with a girl.

But..

"I dont even know what am I doing right now. I feel lost and unwanted by the person whom I thought was gonna love me as much as I love her..
Yes I'm Inlove..

I'm inlove with Kenberly Park.

The first time I saw her, I felt like I was in heaven.
Her Eyes where as blue as the sky, and her lips where as soft and pinkish just like a cotton candy.
She's so pretty, that the first time I saw her, I was really amused by her beauty..
I had been hiding this f*cking feelings before..
But now?
I felt like I am in a battle with Baek.
That stupid guy. =___=
Cleaning his self again..
They where both absent today.
And I dont even know why?
I had been calling Ken but she didnt even answer my calls.
I wonder why..

I looked at the clock and it was already 11:30 PM.

I think I'll try to call her again.

(Calling Ken)

"Hello Dyo? What is it?"

"Uhm. Nothing, Why arent you answering my calls?"

"Im so sorry Dyo.. My phone is on a silent mode..
Hey why arent asleep yet?"
She said

"Why are you asking me? I should be the one asking you that.. Why where you absent?"

"Uhm.. I was busy, Today is his  Death anniversary.."

"Oh.. okay Ken, Where you with Baek again?"

"Yes. Why? Is there a problem with it?"

( Tsss.. see? =____=
Thats the reason why I could'nt close my eyes. )

"Oh nothing, Im just asking Ken"

Then I turned off the call.
She doesnt even like me at all, How can she love me back if she loves someone else..
Pffffft. Im a jerk afterall.

(Then I heard my sister knocking at the door)

"Oh? What is it Elaine? Why arent you asleep yet?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yes?"

"What's the perfect color thats suits my skin?"

"Any color .. You have a fair skin Laine.. dont worry."

"Oh thankssss ^___^ I'll go now kuya. Good night! ."

"Goodnight Laine"

Then I closed the door back.
Wait? =___=
Is my sister inlove?
Thats weird..

She never had a boyfriend since birth.

I looked at my phone and there was a message from an unknown number.
=_____=

-I need your help, and I know you need my help too.
Call me back if your interested.
Youre not dumb, so you know what I'm talking about..
-Anya-

"What does she want =__="
Tsss.. I have no time for her at all.

(Throwback after Elaine's sweet 16th Birthday Celebration)

"Hey Dyo?"
Mom said

"What is it mom?"

"Where's Kenberly?"

"Oh. I already send her home mom. Why?"

"Nothing. I really like her. I could see her walking down the aisle for you."

"Oh.. mom, She is just my friend okay?"

"Ohh kids these days. I know you love her. Hahaha I could see it in your eyes Dyo..
That you like her."

"No I dont."

"Yes you doooooo"

=__________=

"Yeah mom, you're right.. I do love her."

"Well then? What are you waiting for? Tell her.. before someone else will take her away from you."

"I'm scared mom, Its just that.. She had been in a trauma with her past relationship."

"Oh come on son! You can do it. Remember how I bravely expressed my feelings to your dad when we where young? I was so addicted by him, that I couldnt even forget him even just for a second."
She said

"Yeah mom, you even tricked dad that you where pregnant thats why he married you."

"Haha yeah youre right Dyo. But honestly, your dad love's me so much.."

"Where did you get all the courage mom?"

"Oh, from your grandparents.. of course.."

(End of Throwback)

Wow..
Mom's love for Dad is really amazing.
Mom is such a brave girl.
And I envy her so much.
I just wished I listened to her.
And tell Ken about my feelings for her..
But right now,
I cant even step up the game because of Baek.
I just hate him so much that I want to punch him again.
So that he would understand everything.

"I'm still me, though the only difference is that I just want to take a huge step from being friends to lovers. I just wish I could."

I looked at the time and Its already 12:00 AM.

"What am I even talking about. Im a coward.

No Im not a coward =___=

I'll confess my feelings for her..
Tomorrow, afterclass.

"I'm gonna tell her,
that I love her and I dont want any other girl in my life.. just her."

End of Chapter 15