I stepped over glass and table were turnt over. Shit was everywhere. I heard yelling . Then i saw my mom and dad she was holding a broken bottle and he was trying to get it from her.
"Leave him alone!" I yelled. She threw it at me. It sliced my face. I ran out the door with my hand on my cheek. I called my grandma to tell her to pick up Jamie and keep her for a couple of days and I told her why. She offered to get me but I told her i was ok.
Then I called Tyre.
"Can you come back" I asked. "Yes I'm on my way but why ma" Tyre asked. "Because my parents got in a fight, my mom threw glass at my face" I said. I waited for him to come back then his car pulled up and I got in.
"Oh damn baby your face" he said. "Yeah I know" I said. I put my face in my hands and cried. Tyre lifted my face and we kissed. It made me feel better. When we were done he drove out of the driveway. I cried myself to sleep. When I woke up I already knew I was in Tyre's bed.
But all I had on was a big shirt and panties . I had a bandage where the glass hit my face. Tyre was laying next to me watching TV. I sat up. "You changed my clothes?" I asked. "Yes, I wanted you to be more comfortable" he said.
"Oh" I layed down and turned away from Antoine. Then I cried a lot, I couldn't help it.
"What's wrong baby" he asked and moved me onto his chest. "Nothing" I lied. "Talk to me" he said softly. "It's because of my mom and dad fighting, I've never seen them fight before today and you and Crystal" I said.
"It's ok, nobody's parents are perfect and there's nothing going on between me and her" he said. "But you said you didn't know me and you didn't say anything when she said those things about me" I said. Then started to cry all over again.
"I know baby and I'm sorry" he said. Then he did something on his phone then set it on the counter. He laid behind me and put his arm around my waist. Since I was laying on him I lifted my head up.
I stared into his beautiful brown eyes. Almost getting lost in them. Being close to him made me feel so safe and loved. "I love you" I said. He didn't say anything he just kissed me.
Then that lead to other things. You know what happend next.
"Was that your first time" he asked, holding me in his arms while we were watching TV.
"Yes" I said. When we were done I regretted it at first, but then when he looked me in my eyes I felt a connection between us.
(Tyre POV)
That was easier than I expected. Shit ! We didn't use a condom. Oh well, she probably won't get pregnant. I'm starting to have real feelings for Morgan. I don't like it but there's nothing I can do about that. But it will be better to just tell my boys about this so I can just start ignoring her. I don't like having feelings for girls except my mom. And sometimes Crystal.
I got up out of the bed and pressed the button on my phone that stopped the voice recorder from recording. I deleted the parts of me and her fucking. I left the part when she told me she loved me and the question I asked her at the end.
I feel the taste of guilt, like a bile at the back of my throat.
I don't want to make any decisions right now. I'll just see where time takes us.. I guess
But I'm showing this recording to my squad as soon as I can.
