I'm standing here. I've lost the perception of time and I don't know what I'm going to do from now in my life.
My mother is not here anymore. How will I survive? How will I wake up tomorrow acting like this is not affecting me? How can the other people go on with their lives when I feel like mine ended the moment my mother did?
She was one of the most beautiful women, one of the purest, smartest, funniest. I can't believe all of this shit appened to her. I just can't.
The hospital is so noisy and crowded. Nurses run from one side of the huge hall to the other like their lives dipend on it. I would have been running too, if that had meant that I had been able to save Clara, I would have run a thousand and more marathon. In fact I'm not blaming them. I'm just.. disappointed. Why don't they feel like they've lost a piece of their heart? Why the weight of the whole world is not falling right on their shoulders? I feel like shit, why don't they?
Was my mother nothing but a sheet of paper, a folder to them?
Was my mother just another hospital attendant destined for a tragic death?
Was she jus-
"Laur?" someone said, interrupting my stream of thoughts.
"Lauren are you here with us?" his voice deep but trembling.
When my mind decided that it was time for me to leave its cage, I focused my attention on my brother's eyes and I could see the pain, the dejection and I knew that he was feeling the exact same way as me.
"It hurts Chris, I can't hear a word. I'm just.. just.. so overwhelmed by this, all of this. I'm shocked, confused. I'm a mess, my head is completely numb. I.. I just want to wake up. This is a nightmare. This can't be appening" I stuttered as tears started rolling down my cheeks again.
His eyes started to moisten as he engulfed me in an agonizing hug.
"I just want this to be an horrible mistake" my voice then broke and I was able to say nothing more.
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A/N
Ok, this is it. I wanted to post this story I had in my mind for a while now.
Leave me your thoughts, tell me if you think that I should continue it and most important I have to tell you guys that I'm not an english speaker so there could be huge grammar mistakes. I decided to write in english anyway because I wanted to share this with as many people (and Camren shippers lmao) as possible.
Please let me notice all the eventual errors and I'll correct everything as soon as possible.
Love you.
Camren is real <3
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Don't pretend (Camren)
FanfictionDon't act like you don't know, don't talk like you don't mean what you're saying and, above all, don't pretend to have fallen in love.
