Yeah I'm not dead. nor do I plan on being dead but I'm doing worse. I think it's okay that none of you read this book. I'm perfectly fine with it because it's just personal thoughts and what not. but I hope people will read this if I pass. your probably wondering what's up with me. I'm not telling it's hard to explain it guess. but I hope that I'm going to be okay. but if not then I want people to know some things I guess.
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I want people to know that it's okay to be scared. and when you are scared just slowly count to 5 and let the fear vanish. another thing is that you shouldn't fall in love to quickly. sometimes maybe you won't talk to that person for a while. sometimes you feel like their not their... it hurts and you never know what's going to happen. Yeah this is pretty much my rant of a farewell letter..
I've lived my life and I don't know what to say. I haven't done most of the things I wanted. but I've done enough. I guess.
My thank yous:
Hunter: You've been there but left but came back when you found out and apologized. I love you your very sweet you deserve everything good.
Zeke: You always talk to me and make sure I'm okay. Your an amazing person and you deserve a lot.
Noah: I've only known you for about a week and your an amazing friend already, don't let anyone bring you down because you are perfect. Haha :)
Bri: My god woman your perfect and I love you. You give me hope when I didn't have it and if I die don't let my brother kill himself okay? Yeah I knew everything about it.
I hope you can all live on without me if I go. I don't have a good chance surviving through surgery, since I had to wait so long for it... But please do move on okay? Don't cry dammit don't you fucking dare because you all know damn well I'm not worth it okay? I love you all and thank you.
-Daisy Lynn. ♥♥♥♥●﹏●
