Wedding Bells

I dedicate this to Ate Yeppieee? Hihi. Nakakahiya man kung ito ay kanyang mababasa. Ommo. Pakapalan na lang. Huehue ♥

Si Nick Jonas my loves ang inspiration ko dito! He's the composer and the singer of the song "Wedding Bells" that I used in this story. Iloveyouuu Nick :* ♥ Fangirl alert! 

This is a Niley song, I think!  You can play the song over thereee ;) --> 

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"Some things happened in this past month that affected me in a certain way and I had to go and write a song about it in that moment."

Hindi ka pa rin nagbabago. You express your feelings thru your songs. And here I am, never getting tired listening to your songs. Never failed to attend every single gig your band performs, listening and watching you sing without you knowing .

"Hopefully this gives you a glimpse into what that experience was like for me."

Ang nagbago lang, yung mga kantang sinusulat mo. Dati, lahat ng kanta mo about happiness, about love. Pero ngayon, yung mga kanta mo about pain, about heartbreaks, and maybe a little bit about love. 

That love. That undying love that until now you couldn't seem to let go. Hanggang kelan Tyler...

"It should be valued when you appreciate and care for someone and there's history.."

History? Tyler, really? But why does it seem to me like you still want to live that history? History my ass, Tyler. I know, you still care. I can see it through your eyes. Your eyes that once filled with happiness but all I can see now is sorrow. 

"As you move on in your life and move into maturity. You have to take the experience with you as memories & not your reality."

I should be happy, right? I should feel happy of what you've said. I should be happy that finally, you seem to realize that it was already over. But why does my heart aches more? Why does it feel like I've been stabbed a million times in the chest after you said those words? 

Then you started strumming your guitar. The crowd is starting to cheer for your band. 

"The song is called 'Wedding Bells'." 

And right after you said the title, a tear escaped from my eyes. I knew it! About that again! It had been almost three years, Tyler! Three effin years since the break up!

When will you ever move on Tyler?! I wanted to tell you it's also painful for me to see you still hurting. What for? Nothing would change.

♫ Pardon my interruption, this drinks just settling in. ♫ 

♫ On all of my preservations, reaching out don't exist ♫

Unang line pa lang, gusto ko nang umalis sa bar na'to. Ayoko na. Ayoko nang marinig ang susunod na lyrics ng kanta mo. After so many years, still, your songs-- no, more like the meaning of your songs-- has always cut straight through my heart.

♫ She says: Can you keep a secret? ♫

♫ The ceremony's set for June ♫

Alam ko nasaktan ka nang malaman yun. I wanted to comfort you, to hug you like I did three years ago. But then, hindi ko magawa. Wala akong magawa. 

♫ I know it's a rush but I just love him so much ♫

♫ I hope that you can meet him soon ♫