Scars || Yoonmin ff

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Jimin POV 🔱

I slowly opened my eyes and was met by the eyes that belonged to someone i love so much, Yoongi.

"Yoongi" I was trying to say it happily but it came out like a weak whisper.

"Baby, you're awake!" He exclaimed and hugged me carefully.

I smiled at the nickname and hugged him back, well held my arms lightly around his neck because i didn't have much power.

He let go of me and held my hand.

"How are you feeling?" He asked and looked at me with a worried expression.

"I feel better but i'm still kinda weak" I said, but once again it came out like a whisper.

"Oh i should let you rest" He said and was about to stand up when i protested.

"No, stay with me please" I said and moved my thumb up and down on his wrist.

I saw him wince in pain but when he saw my confusion he quickly changed his expression to a smile.

But it was too late, i saw his reaction and pulled up his sleeve just to see a bandage with some blood on it.

My eyes widened and i looked at him who was keeping his gaze at the floor.

"Yoongi..did you?"

I didn't finish my sentence and he didn't answer.

"You know i said that you shouldn't do it" I said but he kept looking down.

I started to carefully take off the bandage to see if my theory was right.

He didn't stop me from doing so and when the bandage was gone i saw four new scars.

"Why..Yoongi why?" I asked him and i felt like crying, what made him hurt himself like this?

"I was worried" He mumbled quietly, like he hoped that i didn't hear.

"Over me?" I asked.

He nodded and i suddenly started to feel angry.

"Yoongi you need to stop blaming yourself, it wasn't your fault and i'm fine now." I felt him tensing up as i raised my voice at him. "Why is cutting always your first outway? You need to stop with the selfharm for fuck sake Yoongi can't you see that you hurt me too when you do this!?" I snapped at him.

But i quickly regret my words when i saw a tear roll down his cheek as he still kept his head down.

I've never seen him cry before and now, the first time i've ever seen him cry, it's because of me.

"I-I'm sorry" He stuttered and tried to hide the fact that he was crying.

"No Yoongi, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it!" I said and tried to hug him but realized how weak i was, so weak that i just had to sit there and watch him cry.

"Yoongi, stop crying please" I said but he just lowered his head even more.

Then i decided to even though it hurts to move, i have to do something.

So with all my power i leaned forwards and carefully grabbed his chin to pull him in for a soft kiss.

He seemed suprised but quickly kissed back until i pulled away.

"I love you Yoongi, never blame yourself for my mistakes, okay?" I said and smiled at him even though my whole body hurts just by sitting in this position.

"Okay"