BTS sad imagines

Suga - he cuts

You were on your way to your boyfriend's house , also known as Suga . Ever since his mom passed away , he hasn't been acting like the Suga you used to know . He never wanted to go out , never smiled , and always wore his jacket even in the house .

You finally made it to his home , you walked up to the door and knocked on it .

" Yoongi ? Hello ? Are you there ? " you realized the door was unlocked , so you walked in . He wasn't in the living room , so you assumed he was in his bedroom . You walked upstairs to his bedroom , he wasn't in bed .

" J-Ja-Jagi ? " as you hear Yoongi calling you from his bathroom , his voice was weak and husky . You slowly walked to the bathroom , and you couldn't believe what you saw . Your boyfriend sitting there weak , with bleeding wrists .

He looked at you and smiled at you weakly , tears formed in your eyes . You quickly took the towel that was laying on the ground , it was covered in blood . You wrapped the towel around his wrists , he stares at you , his eyes about to close .

" Yoongi , why would you do this to yourself ? " you said with tears streaming down your face . He weakly looks up at you and places his hands on your cheeks , wiping your tears with his thumbs .

" I wanted to see Eomma again . " Yoongi says weakly . Yes you get the point that he misses his mom so much , but you never knew he would go this far .

" Yoongi , but you do know that your gonna leave me too right ? " You said while crying , he nods and holds your hand tightly .

" Then find someone who can tr-treat you better . " You gave Yoongi that look , he was unbelievable .

" but then you treat me way better than anyone else . " You look down and break down completely .

" I-I lo-love yo- " before he could finish his sentence , he was already gone . You look back at him , he did not just leave me , You thought .

" Yoongi , Yoongi ... " all the strength in his body had gave up . He wouldn't open his eyes , you hugged his dead self tightly and continued to cry . You never wanted this to happen , but it did .

*2 years later*

You were still depressed by the thought that Yoongi left you to be with his mother , you really tried to kill yourself , but the members were there with you . Every time you try to jump off a cliff , Jungkook was there to stop you from falling . When you try to cut yourself , Jin was there to take the blade away from you . Even when you try to get hit by a car , Namjoon was always there to pull you off the road .

You didn't know what else to do , yet none of them stopped you from an overdose . You were sitting in the living room with the rest of the members , you planned on getting up and walking to the bathroom , pretending you needed the restroom .

You locked the door behind you , and went straight to the sink . You looked at yourself , you were pale , your eyes were baggy from crying , and your hair was a mess . You opened the mirror door and found some pills .

You opened the bottle and poured a handful of the pills , you didn't regret doing this . So you took them all into your mouth and swallowed them . You say in the bathtub , and waited for yourself to fade away .

About few minutes passed , the members wondered what you were doing .

" how long as she been in there ? " Taehyung asked . Jhope got up , and walked to the bathroom . It was locked , good thing they had a key for it , jhope unlocked the bathroom door and found your dead body laying in the bathtub . Shocked at what he saw , he called the other members over . They all walked to Jhope and saw what he saw . They walked into the bathroom and found pills on the ground .

They tried their very best to keep you alive , but they didn't try hard enough .