Imagines

Ethan Dolan

Storyline: Recovery
Song: River of tears
Artist: alessia cara
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In a sense I have learned to deal with pain and move on with my life, but I couldn't say it still didn't hurt.

He was my whole world and then in a instant he was gone. taken from me, taken from his family, and this world.

Ethan Dolan died at the scene of a car wreak after being throw from his vehicle.
By the actions of a drunken driver the love of my life was killed.

I remember that night as if it was yesterday. I remember hearing the sirens and I remember praying for whoever it was in need.
Little did I know I was praying for him. For myself and his family.

Grayson had been the one to tell me. After he learned it was his twin brother who had passed he took it on himself to pass the news to myself.

His eyes were red telling me he had been crying when he walked through my door.
He didn't even need to open his mouth to tell me something happened to Ethan.

And when he told me, I thought my world had ended. Ethan was gone, I had nothing left.

But little did I know at that time how wrong I was.

Because now that I'm looking at his tombstone I realized I had to lose one person I loved dearly to have another.

"Happy birthday, Ethan" I sigh as our baby wiggles in my arms, "I hope you are having another great birthday in heaven."

My vision blurs as tears threaten to fall, "I miss you so much. I wish she could've met you, or I wish you would've knew you were going to be a dad. I'm sure you would've been a great one." I pause looking down at our child, "We love you so so much."

•Was that a bad way to end this? Yes. But I didn't know how else I could.