Pressure cooked hearts

chapter 6

I woke up with the ray of the sun by the window

kinulbit ko si Elmo

he's sleeping like a baby

"Elmo" he just burried his face on my neck

I can feel his warm breathe on my neck, and something's poking between my thighs

"oh geez elmo you dick!" I shouted at him

I heard him chuckle, he rolled and now he's on top of me

"I said remove your fucking dick on my vagina faggot"

he stood up naked and looked at me like nothing

"Are you crazy faggot?" he just laughed. Yeah, he's insane!

He picked my clothes on the floor and gave it to me

I went to the bathroom and immediately wore my clothes

When I went out I just had a glance on the bed with blood

Julie, you just made a big decision, and that blood reminds me of that

I opened his closet and saw bed sheets, I grabbed one and removed the sheet with blood stains

I immediately went out I saw him outside

"Sorry for the blood stains on your sheet, I've already changed it" I said in embarassment

Im about to run when he grabbed my arm "Ganun lang yon?"

"Elmo look, it's just a one night stand. Let's forget everything okay?" and I ran outside the house

weeks have passed everytime na makakasalubong ko siya sa school, we both acted like nothing happened, Im happy about that

"Hoy Elmo ang lagkit ng tingin mo kay Julie ah nako nako!" Brooke said

"hoy bumbay tigilan mo nga" I said, bumabalik kasi sa utak ko yung mga nangyari

Gusto ko ng maka-move on, so I decided to entertain suitors. I know it's unfair, but I think this is the only way

later that night we went to fiamma bar somewhere in makati

I guess my date got bored on me, napansin ko naman eh, so I let him go.

I sat up on a stool at the counter ordered margarita, drank it up and ordered another one

"Oh hey there Julie! are you alone?" I turned around and saw Elmo with a girl

"No Im not" I said coldly

"Then who are you with?" he asked ang kulit din nito pakialam ba nya?

"Im with my date" I said between gulps of my margarita

"then where?" he looked so happy. Banu talaga tong hayop na to

"there! flirting" I almost cried

he's about to catch me when Im about to fall on the chair, pero nakakatayo pa naman ako

"dont touch me!" then I slapped him he was shocked even his date

I don't know why did I do that. I just ran out pumara ko ng taxi and went to brookes house

"Julie naman dis oras na ng gabi ginising mo pa ko para lang makipag-inuman, pede namang magpunta ka na lang sa bar tutal maraming lasinggero dun" haba ng litanya

"I already came from the bar"

"oh eh bakit ka pa nagpunta dito?"

"andun si Elmo ayoko na dun" she smiled. buang talaga to

"may gusto ka na kay Elmo no!" kamuntik ko ng mai-buga yung iniinndm ko

"WTF?"

"Kalma! onga pala anu na namang nangyari sa inyo at magkaaway na naman kayo? dba bati na kayo?"

"wala!"

"eh bkit may awkwardness na naman?"

"wala"

"share mo na!"

"we fucked. Happy?"

"You two had sexO.O "

"sige ulitin mo pa i-regret it!" I hate myself. I cried on my knees

Brooke went closer and hugged me.

"I just had sex with him. Without any commitment it's just a plain sex no strings attached. Tanga ba ko?" binatukan niya ko

"Ne sorry ah pero oo eh" All night long I just cried

the next day we went to school

Im with Brooke then we saw Elmo. I take a look at Brooke, she looked stiff

"Brooke ano ba umayos ka nga" I said strictly

"Julie are you already okay?" Elmo said like nothing happened between us

"Im okay. Do I look sick?" I said in sarcastic tone

"I was worried about you last night" He said

"Ehem! Excuse me po male-late na po kami ni Julie" hay salamat brooke!