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Rosie.


We all sat down on the wooden sturdy chairs fixed in the center of the garden. A small round wooden table was placed in between with all the chairs surrounding it. Emily , Niall and I helped with the dishes , while Liam and Louis arranged the plates. Zayn went inside to get some additional spices and napkins.

Whereas Harry was just sitting there , gazing at the table with emotionless eyes. Something about it hurt me. Of what I said. His green shining eyes now became dull and darker. His muscular arms were tugged to his chest as his face showed hardly an interest. 


We all started helping ourselves with the delicious brimming food. We passed a huge plates with the grilled food on them. Our sitting position was quite uncomfortable for me though. Emily and Harry sat on the either sides of me as Emily hurriedly took her seat beside Niall and Niall wanted to sit besides Zayn. Zayn actually din't cared as he was too indulged with his food. And Liam sat besides Zayn. Co-incidence maybe.

Harry , Louis, and I were left so , I really wasn't going to leave Emily's side so basically I din't had any choice. 

I gulped and straightened my dress from beneath the table. My corner of eyes rolled towards Harry's gaze which were fixed down. I din't really knew if he was staring at the table or something else.... But summing up all this just made me more insecure. 

"-You want this." Emily shook me off from my thoughts. I quickly turned towards her and nodded , not even looking at the food. She set the thing on my plate and handed it to pass it over. 

I clasped the edges of the plate nervously and slowly motioned it to Harry. 

He was still gazing aimlessly somewhere. "-Harry?" I mumbled looking at him. His eyes quickly scurried up as he smiled showing his dimples "Yes Rose...." He said staring into my eyes. My eyebrows instantly hitched up noticing his reaction. His eyes illuminated again as his plump lips curved into an alluring smile and not a smug smirk. His mood changed instantly. 

 I blushed as he said my name. His deep raspy voice was even more intense as he pronounced the words. I quickly hid my tomato cheeks by biting my lip.

"Uh.. you want something..." I trailed moving my gaze to the plate. He din't said anything. I could feel his eyes still on my face, again studying it out. 

"Harry..." I shook him placing my palms on his shoulder. He chuckled lightly and continued " I'm fine.. I won't have anything.. " 

His warm hands then grabbed the plate passing it ahead. His fingers lingered on my palms as he took the material from me. His eyes were still glued to mine , as if he were making some connections. For the first time, I weren't hating them. Neither liking it. It just went on, never ending actually. And then I remembered something which gave me goosebumps

-Women are just a nine day wonder for him... he's like a sugar coated pill'. 

I quickly peeled of my gaze from him, and rolled my eyes in unison like if it was nothing for me. 

I got to know more as we started having our brunch. Well, the boys just released their new movie and perfume. They're new album is scheduled to November and then the next year they'll be having an year long tour. So they wanted to spend some normal days, joking around as next year they won't be expecting to see their families the next year.They actually needed some normal people to hang-out with and live their lives freely for next couple of months.

 Well they proved me wrong, whereas I guessed , for me being a superstar was something super easy and glamorous. But I guess it ain't easy. 


After finishing our food we all hauled inside as the weather started becoming cold. You never actually can predict the weather in London. 
We sat on the expensive leathery couches in the lobby, I looked around again. Perfect place for some kind of formal party!. 

"So you guys free tomorrow?" Louis asked. 

"-Of course we are !!" Emily exclaimed , before letting me utter a word. I nudged my elbow slightly at her side and glared. She gave an apologetic look, which obviously she din't mean and turned back grinning widely. 

"Great.. we actually love hanging with you guys... so mind if we just get know each other better.. I mean if just we could have a movie night like thing.. to start with something decent and simple?"

"Yeh, we would love to do that!.." Emily exclaimed again blushing, it was like she was only there to answer all the questions. Well, I absolutely wasn't interested so I din't mind. They continued with their conversation as all the boys slowly joined in, getting more excited about their plans.


I shrugged it off and looked around the room again, I just couldn't stop looking around. The inner furnishing and the appear was real pleasing. My eyes scanned each and everything until they landed on the green ones. Harry's. One word, he was gorgeous. Apart from him being and player and other shitty things, he was beautiful. You could really just stare him all day long. 

I was instantly snapped as his eyes akin with mine. A playful smirk tugged on his plump lips as he saw me staring at him. My cheeks flushed and I became furious. Not because of his stupid smirk. But because his charm was actually working, which shouldn't happen. Won't happen at all. No chance. 

I narrowed my eyes and glared back making him chuckle lightly. He then bit his lip as his eyes examined me again.

What the hell was that?.  

This made me more infuriated as I turned back. I was already pissed enough. I just wanted to leave this place and go home that's it. From the corner of my eyes I saw him still peeking and sneaking as he smiled. 


"-I think we should go!" I ruptured in right away. Every one froze as they turned towards me tugging their eye-brows in confusion. "Uh.. I mean we shall head back.." I stated again nodding trying to make some sense. I felt Emily turning towards me and and narrowing her eyes probably glaring. 


"That's no problem... so we'll meet you guys tomorrow?"

"Yeh sure.." Emily sighed as she once again glared at me. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my bag getting up. We hugged each one of them, well Harry was an exception for me. And waved good-byes. 



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I peeled of my dress and pulled in something really comfy. I then threw my hair into a quick messy bun and plopped on my bed with my diary clutched into my hands.So we were back from the horrible brunch thing. Well it wasn't really horrible except Harry, tomorrow we're having this movie night thing, where we'll be hanging out with them and watching movies I guess. And that's what happens most of the times. you meet someone , they talk to you , become good friends and then hangout for a movie. I rolled my eyes  and opened the diary. I grabbed a pen from my side table , clicked it from the back and started writing. 



Well, today's day sucked. totally. We went to see some boy-band actually. It wasn't really bad... neither good of course. All of them are pretty amazing except one.  How can someone be such a freaking jerk and use and hurt every body. Destructs everything that comes in it's way. Perfect example , Harry. He might have a million dollar look , voice and whatever, but this won't change his personality. Not at all. This totally bugged me about men . They think they own every single bit of everything they want when their pride and elation steep up. Maybe that's why I hate them so much. I accept I act paranoid a lot but what my own family did to me couldn't be accepted as a part of me trusting men anymore. And Harry makes it worse. He makes it more fearful. A part of mine doesn't really wants to accept the actual truth of him. About how he is. I've barely met him but I know every bit of him now. Yes he acts way too off-guard but something about him stuck my chord. I won't let him win. For all that he did to all those help less girls.


I won't.



Harry.


I slipped into my CK boxers, taking of my t-shirt as I slid under the covers feeling the warm and soft bed. I shut my eyes and rolled over to my side, crossing my arms together. An agile grin materialized on my face as I processed everything about today. Rosie. 
She was different first of all. No doubt. She was different from all the girls I've ever seen. Her body language, her eyes, lips everything plays a unique part of being her.The way she acted brave in front of me, her confidence and obviously the attitude was something.... Although Niall had warned me about this, but who cares. He doesn't run my life. I'm free to do whatever I want.

But there was a thing about her that disturbed me. Yes, I was actually disrupted by this one girl , I don't really know.Something about her rattled my cage. Yes, she tried to show of her attitude , which clearly she din't had.Yes ,she was brave in front of me but I could tell she was still insecure. Why?

I know girls for this past year and I can study them pretty well. But certainly not this one. Generally the girls easily get caught, but evidently not her. And for this one reason something made me want her even more. Her innocence is what I actually admired. Might sound old school... but more or less... I have to know about her. I'm what I am and get what I want. One way or another, I'll get it. 

She's not easy and I like it. I rather enjoy the difficulty of getting the girl than her giving herself to me in a wink, I like challenges and this girl's the one. I'll chase her.. no matter what..


Let the chase begin Rosie Winters.... 

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