A Fluid Ride In The Offices (edited edition)

My channel~

My name is Jason, friends call me Jay. So I started this YouTube channel and I do general gaming on it. So far I have 2 million subscribers! But a lot of people have been asking if I am a boy or a girl. The truth is I'm gander fluid. I get a lot of crap for this already at school, but I don't want to move the negativity to my job. People tell me I have a mental illness to think that I'm a boy and girl. They say I have boobs so that makes me a girl, but this simply is not true. Its not about feeling feminine or masculine, in fact, I've been a feminine man and a masculine girl. It's way deeper than style, masculinity, and femininity. I feel transgender when I'm a boy. When I'm a girl I feel more "comforting" I guess is the best way to explain it. When I am both, I feel like a human. I can't really explain it. It's like trying to explain the feeling of happiness to someone who has never felt it. I know this sounds crazy but it's a real thing. Anyways, back to where I was, YouTube. It's a great thing that I can express myself through. I have always wanted to act, dance or even sing, but I'm too terrified to do it. Plus it's not really my thing. I love to play with friends and recently someone named Adam messaged me on Twitter and said "Hey, I was thinking maybe we can record together with my friends. I really like your content so message back if you would want to!" I am thinking I should say yes considering he has 12 million subscribers. But I also want to earn subscribers on my own. So I might wait a while to see where I get. Sadly I'm still in school but only for another month. I hope to move out of my parent's house because I promised when I turned 18 I would move out, and I am 18. Sadly, I am broke because I don't put ads on my videos unless I really need money, I guess I should start doing that.

4 weeks later

I'm still in school for 1 more week. My best friend, Issac (which I've known him for almost ten years) said he found a YouTuber house that he and I can move into and apparently Ross, Tim, max, Alesa, Adam, and my friend Alexis and her boyfriend will be living there! I'm really exited and I'll be the youngest because I'm turning 19 in 8 months and everyone else is in their 20s. Issac is bi just like me so he likes boys and girls. I also look fucking anorexic, I also get a lot of crap about that. I never let these things get me down because life is too beautiful. I except the fact I'm the shape of a girl. Unless I feel transgender then I want nothing more to look like a guy.

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Hey guys! I just wanted to say that I have a YouTube channel called JayeeTi so go check it out! Also I can't wait for you to see this story!!!! Add this to your reading list if you liked it! Byeee!