Why do we ask questions to ourselves many times over and over and over again? Why do we replay images that we don't want to see in our mind?Do we really want to see these memories that replay consequently? We think about things often trying to ignore them by pushing them back into our past . Realizing that sometimes its better kept in the past rather then the present but it still works it way through the depths of luminescence consuming the light leading us into dark places affecting us in the way we think ,speak and act.Letting the pain take over our bodies as we fall further down the cavernous ocean. Taking over, drilling deeper , trembling uncontrollably, as the our body sets into become cold,pale,and paralyzed.