I slowly crept back into my room, trying not to attract any attention and making no noise. As I turned around to close my window…I saw him…In the black land cruiser…He was there… Oh how I wanted to jump back out and run into his arms. Just as I opened the window again to step back out he signalled to me to stay and blew me a kiss and quickly drove of. Why? Why did her go…No…come back…My tears were streaming down my face as I saw his car drive off. But I don’t blame him…my brother had just left the house and would have noticed him.
For the rest of the day I stayed in my room, crumbled under my blanket...crying... I was holding a watch he had given me ... feeling the leather... smelling it... it smelt like him...Aaaahh I was going crazy. When night came... my brother came into the room...he told me I was to go to school the next day and promised to rearrange my face if I did anything sneaky after or before school.
I was so excited...and I couldn’t care less about my brothers threats I could call him from the school phone! I could hear that voice that I missed so much...
And so I did...The minute he said hello...my eyes filled with tears...my heart sunk...We couldn’t talk much but he just wanted to make sure I was okay and promised to drop something off at school before the end of the day. Before my last class the school admin gave me bag...he had dropped it off just like he promised…He gave me a phone...
I kept it hidden in my bra at home and at night I talked to him...told him how much I missed him. He told me that he was going crazy...my phone was switched off and he was worried that maybe I got mad at him…but he knew that wasn’t me…I wouldn’t just disappear…I couldn’t…
Things were getting better...so much better...Being locked up in a room with nothing but him was more then enough.
To my luck my brothers and my parents had to go to France because my uncle was very sick. My room was unlocked but they got a housemaid to watch every move I made and make sure I don’t go anywhere...gosh...she must of been played alot..She was like a hawk...
But I wanted to go out
I wanted to see him
I missed him so much. Hearing his voice wasn’t enough.
One night he called me at like 10 and told me to look out the window. There he was. But not in his car. At my door!!
Yes. I snuck him into my room and for 3 beautiful nights... he stayed with me...Every kiss was like my last...I knew we couldn’t be together...something just kept on annoyingly reminding me...
The third and last night was the very last time I ever saw him...
My family came back with news that I didn’t want to hear...
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