happy pills

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Spent most of my time listening to records,
Especially music from the sad era.

Feeling shitty, expect myself
To listen to upbeat music
That'll make my ass fall off,
But found myself drowning in
Depressing music.

Music is a happy place,
I cannot lie.
I let myself stare at the ceiling
With buds in my ears.

Where the fuck is my happy pills?
I don't need your lecture
I just want to taste
My happy pills.

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