How Kellin Changed my Life

Chapter 8

Kellin- why couldn't I just tell her, I stalled when I was going to tell her. It was that or someone had to always interrupt! Ugh I needed to tell her! Why was I being such a coward? Deep breathe Kellin she's eating breakfast maybe after she was done and people cleared out of the kitchen. But wait why was Gabe all over her? Kellin he's her friend, why are you getting upset its bot like there's anything between them right? I walked over to Dani. "Hey Dani." I started. She looked at me and smiled. "What's up?" She asked. "Well I was wondering if I could talk to you about something impor....." "Okay everyone shhh! I have something to say!" Yelled Gabe interrupting me. "Dani and I are dating!" He said with the biggest smile. My heart felt like it was ripped out of my chest and torn to pieces right in front of me. I saw Dani giggling and covering her face. She didn't like me, she liked Gabe. I knew she could never feel the same, the kiss meant nothing. After everyone calmed down Dani turned back around and faced me. "What did you want to talk about?" She asked. I finally took my gaze off of Gabe and then looked at her. Her beautiful face, her smile, her eyes, she was perfect that it hurt worse. "Nothing it's not important anymore." I said in a flat tone. Before I turned around and walked away, I could see her face changed. I didn't care I just wanted to finish the vacation over here already and get the hell out and never have to see her beautiful face again. I can't stand this, I don't want Dani to be with anyone but me!

Danielle- The way Kellin answered me.... I didn't know how to take it. Why did he say he have to talk to me then just answer me like that? Would me dating Gabe make him mad? "Hey Dani!" Yelled Justin interrupting my thoughts. "Uh yeah sorry what's up?" I answered back. "We are gonna play some video games wanna join?" Asked Jesse. I nodded. "Sure." I answered.

The whole time watching the guys play video games I couldn't stop thinking about Kellin. I wanted to know why he was so upset. It's been 2 hours and I haven't even heard a peep from his room. He's been in there a whole and I feel bad that he's just locked in his room and we are all down here. I get up form the sofa. "Hey where you going?" Asked Gabe. "I'm going to see what's up with Kellin and invite him down here." I answered him. He nodded and continued to watch the guys play. I walked upstairs and lightly tapped on Kellin's door. No answer. I opened the door. "Kellin?" I saw him turn around in his bed. "Kellin what's wrong?" I asked as I closed the door and sat next to him. "Come on Kellin tell me." I begged. " it's nothing I'm fine just leave me alone and go be happy with your boyfriend." He said harshly. "Is this what it's all about?" I said raising my voice. "Just go away." He said a little louder than me. I got mad my blood boiled. I ripped the sheets off him exposing him shirtless. But I didn't care I was more mad than anything. He got up and I could tell he was mad. "What the hell!" He yelled at me. "I have no idea what in the world your problem is! Why the hell do you have such a horrible attitude with me? Huh? Seriously cause I would love to freaking know! You tell me you want to say something then you don't? Make up your damn mind and tell me what you were going to tell me!" I yelled back. His face was serious he didn't speak. "Well go on." I said in a calmer tone. "Nothing just drop it please I'm so tired and I don't want to fight with you Dani." He said. He turned around and was headed in the direction of his bed. I grabbed his arm and turned him around."Tell me!" I said in a loud and stern tone. He looked at me and grabbed my face and pressed his lips against mine. My hands were resting on his warm chest. I moved my hands up his chest and rested one on his neck and the other was tugging on his hair. He pushed me against the wall as he kept kissing me. He was so passionate. My heart was beating faster. Wait stop! Dani what about Gabe? He doesn't deserve this, you are dating Gabe, he really likes you. "Stop." I whisper pushing him away. "I'm sorry but I'm with Gabe and I can't do this to him." I told him. "Dani you don't love him. You and I have something that I can't explain, when we kiss my heart beats faster and I feel sparks. You know for a fact you don't love him, Dani I know you feel something for me, after that kiss I'm sure now. I need you Dani you're the most amazing person I've ever met." He said. I felt tears roll down my cheeks. I couldn't do this I couldn't. I turned around, stormed out the room, and down the stairs, out the front door. I could hear Kellin running and yelling after me. I ran about a mile away or so till I got to a park. I was so out of breath and my vision was blurry from my tears. It was night time so

It made it harder to know where I really was. I looked around. Fog everywhere and I couldn't make out anything. I began breathing harder my lungs burned and I couldn't breathe so good. I began feeling dizzy and next thing I know I see a shadowy figure walking towards me before I collapse and everything goes black.

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IM SO SORRY IT'S SHORT GUYS! I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN A WHILE AND I THOUGHT I SHOULD AT LEAST WRITE A LITTLE BIT. I'VE BEEN SUPER BUSY WITH SCHOOL BUT I PROMISE I WILL TRY TO UPDATE BY THIS WEEKEND! (:

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