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Louis's POV ch.1

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I was walking home from school when I heard somebody scream fag behind me, I turn around and I see my bully"Luke". What up homo! Leave me alone, I spat. What did you say to me bitch!? I knew what was gonna happen next, I got punched in the face. Luke kept kicking me in the stomach, at this point I was spitting up blood. When he was done I was lying their cold,lifeless with blood rushing out of my nose! I got back up and walked home. Oh I forgot to tell you, my dad abuses me. I walked in "where the hell were you at?!?" My dad yelled. I ignored him, bad mistake. My dad grabbed me by the back of my coller of my shirt and threw me against the wall. The pain shot through my whole body. He started punching my head and kicking my stomach at the same time. He stepped on my leg, when an ear-splitting crack went through the house, my face went Pale and I screamed so loud enough for the neighbors to hear. My dad slapped me"shut the fuck up you basterd!" A tear slipped from my eye, I managed to get up, I limped to my room. I got a leg splint , I have one from the previous time he broke my other leg. I went to the bathroom to go banedge up my leg, I look up in the mirror and saw myself. Then I thought About what people tell me everyday"I'm fat, ugly,fag,worthless." Then my mum pops up in my head. My mum died when I was 14 and that's when my dad started abusing me, part of the abusing was my mum but mostly is cause I was gay.i started crying, I wish I could cut but I know my mum wouldn't like it. Instead I just put my headphones in, and drowned in my own sorrows. I usually listen to fix you by Coldplay, but gonna try something different Yellow by Coldplay."your skin and bones turn into something beautiful d'you know for you I bleed myself dry". After the song was over, I was already dark outside. I fold back my sheets back, and lay down. I think about the lyrics to yellow. I was in the middle of singing when darkness washed over me.

Next day

I woke up to somebody yelling at me, which was the devil;my dad. I felt this burning sensation on my cheek, he slapped me and problely their is a hand mark their already. As soon as my dad left, I got dressed in a black long-sleeve shirt,next I put my checkered print skinny jeans, lastly I put my white beanie with my white converse on. I ran downstairs as fast as I could trying not to pass my dad, I was out the door in a split second. I was 5 minutes away from school, and this is where the fun begins; I'm about to pass Luke's house. I crossed my fingers that he wouldn't see me, but I guess I was wrong"hey lil'fag!" I didn't even turn around I just keep walking faster. Before you know it I'm already on the ground, getting punched, he about stepped on my bad leg, but I moved it from underneath him, which made him fall. I slowly but surly made it up and started limping fast. I ran to English class before I got counted absent, then I see mrs. Smith give me a glare"louis you have been coming in late for some reason, how comes that?" I..I.. Miss the bus! Sorry it will never happen again! "Ok lo..." Somebody walked in the class room and I was the most gorgeous thing I have ever seen in my life! He had brown locks of curls that hang in his face, his eyes where so...so.. Beautiful!until mrs.smith snapped me out of my thoughts"louis raise your hand so harry knows who to sit by!" Oh boy was I lucky, the hottest guy in the school is sitting next to me!! I think I'm fangirling over him. Harry sat next to me and I took a wif of his cologne and it smelled sooo good! Hi in Harry! I'm louis,when we shook hands electricity went through my body. When first period was over following by the next three, it was lunch time, the worst time of my life. I sit outside cause nobody will let me sit with them because they don't want my"gayness"! I was making myself outside when Harry called my name"hey louis can I sit with you and why are you going outside?!" I tell you when we sit down I mumbled looking at the ground. We were sat down when I begun. I don't sit in the lunch room because 1. I get bullied by this kid named Luke 2.nobody will let me sit with because I'm..I'm... Ga..gay. I said with tears rushing down my face. Harry ran over to me and held me and rocked me. The touch of him made me instantly calm down.