Hidden feelings

09

Hunter's POV

I can't believe I just let her go like that. I'm never gonna be able to call her mine. All throughout the meet and greet I was depressed. I don't know why but. I knew she'd never be mine. She would never like me. The meet and greet was over and I looked down at all the stuff everyone had given me. I saw like 50 stuffed animals bags full of candy then a poster that had a poster. That had a picture of when I guested Weston and Carter the first time and we were both smiling. They captioned it with #harter. I had to walk away from everyone. Especially Carter and Zach. I walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Hunter why are you doing this to yourself. She's just a girl. No she's not just a girl. She's my everything. I was snapped out of my thoughts by the door opening. In walked Johnny.
"Hunter? Are you okay?" he asked me. I nodded my head. "We have to be back on the bus in 10" he said and I replied with and 'ok' then he left. I just wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. Maybe Weston knows what I'm going through. I cleaned up a little then went to find him. I hadn't checked my phone in a while. I had 6 missed calls and 25 text messages. I didn't check any of them I just shut my phone off and went to find Weston.

Weston's POV

I just let my best friend of 10 years go. If I had made the move sooner she would be mine right now. Not Zach's. I just want my best friend back. I felt tears forming in my eyes. I just let them fall. I didn't care anymore. I was sitting there with my knees to my chest crying when I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. I looked up to see Loren sitting there.
"Weston are you crying?" she asked me. I nodded my head cause I wasn't gonna lie. "What's wrong. Tell me. Now." I calmed down a bit then spoke, "my best friend is gone. Shes no longer mine. Shes Zach's now." I managed to say.
"Weston. You like Carter. That's what this is all about isn't it?" I nodded my head not wanting to say anything else. She got up and walked over to Carter and said something Then Carter walked towards me. Great.
"Weston?" she spoke. I didn't answer. "Weston please talk to me." she said sounding hurt. Why was she hurt she wasn't the one who got her heart broken.
"What." I spat at her. "That came out rude. It wasn't supposed to." I reassured her but then again why was I being nice to her.
"Weston if you are hurt by me dating Zach I'll break up with him. I hate seeing my best friend upset." she really meant it.
"No you are happy. I'll be fine Carter. I was just afraid to lose my best friend." I said looking up at Carter. She was crying. I pulled her into a hug. I didn't care who was looking. Shes my best friend.
"Weston You are never gonna lose your best friend." she mumbled into my shoulder. I got my best friend back. I couldn't be happier.

Carter's POV

We headed to the bus and I walked with Weston instead of Zach cause Weston has been my best friend for 10 years and I don't wanna lose him. I could tell Zach was getting mad but Weston means more to me. Oops. Sorry not sorry Zach. We all piled onto the tour bus and me and Weston went to go live away from everyone else. We climbed on his bed and logged into YouNow and pressed 'Go Live' in the first 2 minutes we were trending. We guested people and me and Weston fought a little over who was the better muser.
"Weston You are the one who deleted all your musically's cause they were cringe worthy." I said. He looked at me then said, "how about this. We both make a musically to the same song and we ask the fans who is better." I agreed the got up to make a musically. We agreed on the song 'huge basketball shorts' I didn't pick it Weston did. I fixed my hair and checked my makeup then made the musically. Then Weston did. We showed the broadcast then had them comment 1 for Weston and 2 for me.
"I see 7 ones and the rest 2's. Look who won." I said trying not to laugh. But failed. We both started laughing Then Zach walked by and rolled his eyes.
"What was that about?" Weston whisper yelled but mainly yelled. I shrugged my shoulders. We stayed on YouNow for a little while longer then I texted Zach while me and Weston were setting up to record a YouTube video.
(Z-Zach and C-Carter)
C- what was that about earlier?
Z- what was what earlier?
C- you rolling your eyes at me and Weston
He didn't respond after that. What was his problem. Oh well. Weston had the camera set up and the lighting and everything. We were doing the best friend tag. But since we were on a tour bus we had silly string instead of food.
"Hey guys. Weston here back with another video and I have my wonderful best friend Carter here with me." when he said that I ran in and jumped on the bed and fell off and Weston didn't catch me. He laughed. "Anyway while she gets up I'm gonna explain why were here. We are doing the best friend tag But since we are on this stupid tour bus we will be using silly string."
"Thanks for helping me asshole." I said to Weston.
"Okay Weston. When is my birthday?" I asked him
"May 16th 2002" he said confident in his answer. He got it right.
"Carter, when is my birthday?"
"January 7th 2002" I knew this. The video continued and by the time we were done filming the video was 45 minutes long.
"Have fun editing." I said getting up. "Just kidding. I'll stay while you edit." I said laying back down next to Weston. He looked up at me. Our faces were inches apart. He started leaning in the our lips collided. Moving in-sync. I pulled away. It felt right. But I'm in love with Zach. Or am I in love with Weston.

Westons POV (again)

I just kissed my best friend. I felt sparks. Like it was meant to be. But she's with Zach now.
"I'm just uh gonna uh edit now." I said stuttering. Carters face was really red. Like it looked like she was outside all day. She didn't get up and move tho. Which I'm glad.

Carter's POV

While I was laying there with Weston I heard my phone go off.
Z- were over.
That message broke my heart.
C- what why?
Z-don't act Like you don't know.
C- Zach please explain to me what you are talking about.
Z- you fucking made out with Weston right in front of me.
He was standing there. God damn it. I started crying
"Carter? Are you crying?" Weston asked me. I nodded my head. "Why?" I pointed to my phone and he picked it up. He set it back down and looked at me. He wiped my tears then pulled me into a hug. He shut his MacBook and we laid there until I fell asleep in my best friends arms. Where I felt safe.

Surprise. It's currently 5:33 and I started this at 1:00 so 4 hours of writing this. But the beginning had me tearing up. Westons part omg. Anyway love you my little hooligans💖