Lushlaws (Boyxboy, smut)

Chapter 9- The walk

Matts POV:

The sleep i had fallen into provided me with a pleasant dream to calm my mind and relax my nerves:

I was walking through a park, with Nick gently clutching my hand as he walked beside me. The surrounding area was filled with trees and bushes and flowers- it was beautiful to say the least- ahead was a long cobble path that swooped across foothills and past little ponds here and there. The sun was shining its golden rays down onto us as we quietly strolled down the path. Our hands swung as our feet were perfectly in sync with eachothers steps. My cheek was pecked by familiar lips and a blush flooded my cheeks as i turned to face the love of my life, as our walk came to an end. "Matthew Lush," he put a soft, warm hand on my cheek. "I love you so much..." My chest fluttered with that feeling i love so much, i think its called love. "I love you too." I moved my body closer to his, and put my arms around his waist, our stomachs now touching. His eyes looked into mine and put on a small smile as he looked down. His hands now lay folded on my shoulders. I chuckled, it wasnt awkward, this silence, but it was rather nice; simply being in his presence. His face lifted up once again as his eyes met mine. "Matt, will you-" The color drained from his face in the blink of an eye. His mouth set open in his unfinished word. The deep brown color of his eyes immediatly faded and his skin was ice cold. "Nick?-Nick..." I shook him. "Nick why arent you moving?" He stood, his eyes colorless at this point. Lips chapped, skin pale, arms still folded. I stepped back, his arms fell limp. "Nick...?" My heart was racing, i looked at his figure standing there, motionless. The trees lost their leaves, and the flowers lost their petals. "Wh-what?" I stepped back further. "What's happening?" Cold winds were blowing black leaves in circles around me and Nick, i was shaking in fear. I wanted to reach out and grab his hands, the ones that always calmed me down, but i knew they would be of no help. "Nick! Please move! Please say something! Anything!!" I was so afraid, so upset, so worried. My screams did nothing to help. He stood there, facing me while wind blew leaves in a flurry around us. I stomped on the frozen ground. "God damn it, fucking say-!" A figure appeared, this dark apparition floated in front of Nick. "I..." I was rivited to the ground, the sight of this had truly terrified me. I couldnt see exactly who the figure was, but it was definetly a woman. Whatever magical powers this thing had, used them to levitate my boyfriend inches above the ground. "He is mine." The voice of the figure rung in my head, making me cringe, but before he could lift him further and away, i leaped forward and reached out to grab his waist and pull him out of the demon's grasp, (We will call it a demon for now) but he was gone. I landed with a thud on the grass, the leaves had fallen back to the earth, but the color and beauty had not returned. An overwhelming sensation of sorrow overcame me as i lay in a ball on the ground. 'He is mine he is mine he is mine' The voice repeated in my head. I held my knees and curled up tighter, letting out a sob. I just lost my boyfriend.

I woke up crying, i gripped the sheets as i accidentally let out another sob. Tears streamed down my face and my body was shaking. "Matt...?" His quiet little voice shook me from my sadness, and shifted me into releif. And embarrassment. I covered my face with a bit of pillow, "Yeah...?" I replied. "Are you okay? You sounded like you were crying." Oh, perfect, he heard me. "Uh, sorry i woke you...bad dream." I said, turning over to face him. With his thumb he gently wiped a tear from my face, just before he leaned in and kissed my forehead. "Its just a dream." He spoke softly with a yawn. "Mhmm" i snuggled into his chest. His hand rubbed my back as i fell into another sleep that i hoped would be better than the previous one.