Struggle

3. Terrance

Nastasia's P.O.V

I got out the shower again. I got a new towel since that one been all over the floor. I looked in the mirror and saw my reflection.
I had bruises everywhere. I went to my room with my towl around me to get different pajamas because the ones I had before where shorts and a tank top. They would show everything. I was so desperate to tell somebody. But who could I trust with this kind of secret without it getting back to Terrance and he kills me.
I went in my drawer and got long pants with the words: 💍Yo man with this 4 life💍. All over them. I pulled out a blue sweater since my diamonds were blue. I was hot but that didn't matter. I just didn't want anybody to see my sores.
I walked out my room to see TT and her dad watching what looked like some cartoon or whatever. Terrance smirked at me while I walked to the kitchen. I was scared of him. And I admitt it. I knew it was something up because how he would look at me and tell me to sit on his lap and touch me. I walked in the kitchen that was a can't hear distance from the living room were terrance was.
Ms.Cynthia was in the kitchen.

"Did u take a shower child?" She asked in her sweet voice

"Yes Mame i just got out" I said with my voice cracking.

My throat was hurting from crying for like 49 minutes.

"Ohh you smell like vanilla. Very sweet" she said nicely

"Thanks" I said looking down.

"Is everything oka?"

Ugh! I knew she was gone ask me!

"Yea why?" I said

"Cause its summer..
And you got on a sweater and long pants and usually u in shorts" she said looking me up and down.

"Oh.." I said. "Well I'm just cold"

"U want me to heat it up in here?" She asked rubbing my arm where Terrance had bit me.

I jumped "ow!"

"What's wrong?" She said.

"Nothing I just felt a sharp feeling in my side" I lied.

I didn't want here to know cause she will bring it up to Terrance.

"Oh okay" she said looking at my side.

My stomach was still hurting from when I was punched there.

TT walked in the kitchen and went to the refrigerator. She had her pajamas on now
"Good night y'all" she said grabbing her water bottle.

"Goodnight boo" I said weakly.

"Night" said Ms.Cynthia going to kiss her.

I walked back to my room. I was praying Terrance wasn't still in the living room.

Ugh he was.. I walked past him quickly. I felt him staring at my ass. I walked in my room and shut my door. I sat on my bed and stared down at my feet. They were painted pink with diamonds on my big toes. I started crying and picked up my phone. I had 2 miss calls and 3 messages. I had 1 message from my friend Chance. And 2 from Amiyah. To be honest I like chance but he doesn't know and I wanna keep it that way.

I read Amiyah's text first. It said: I'm back now it was okay I guess call me back..

So I already know who called me

She sent me another one with was a picture of Young Thug on stage. They had front row tickets . I am sooo jealous right now.(Pic in link above🔝)

I answered back saying: okay lol my baeee❤ I'll call u in 10 minutes.

I made a mental note in my head to call her.

I read Chance's messages next, it read: Hey Nastasia haven't talked to u today just checking in on you love u bye😘.

I was so happy inside. When he said I love u wit that emoji.

I texted back smiling hard saying: Mkay everything's good thanks for the love❤.

I put my phone down when I heard a knock on my door.

"Who is it?" I asked

"Tt" she said.

"Cum in"

She came in and sat on my bed.

"Was wrong?" I asked.

She had glossy red eyes. So I thought she been crying or something.

"I'm scared " she said hugging me.

I just looked at her.

"For what?" I asked concerned.

" I don't know I just keep seeing things" she said starting to cry now.

"Seeing things like what?"

I started looking around my room.

"..people" she said in a whisper.

I sware she be playing to much.

"Girl get off of me" I said yelling. "You play to much!"

"I'm not playing!" She sounded serious so I sat back down next to her.

"Where did u see these people at?" I asked I still didn't know if I believe her.

"In my room and in the living room only when its dark" she said whiping her face.

I just stared at her with the really nigguh face.

I sighed.

"You can sleep in here with me if u want." I said laying down on my back.

"Sure!" She said smiling going to turn off the light.

I sware I love this girl but she always lying.

She laid down next to me and drifted to off sleep.

4 hours later

I heard stuff falling in my room. It was dark so I really couldn't see. I looked up at nothing but black. Tiara was still sleep. She's a very hard sleeper. I got out the bed and turned on the light. My phone fell of my night stand and my lamp was on the ground broke.

I went in the kitchen to get the broom. I guess it was a light earthquake.

I turned on the light in the kitchen to see Terrance standing there smiling at me. I turned the light off forgetting why I came in the kitchen.

I turned around and started walking to my room until Terrance came grabbing me by my waist. I was so scared. And apparently he could tell. "Why u scared baby?" He asked still holding my waist I was slowly pulling away from him. He pulled me closer. "Don't try to run from me". He started kissing my neck and I started crying again. He turned me around and he whiped my tears with his finger. He picked me up and put my legs around his waist. I started thinking about wht happens in the bathroom all over again and got more scared. I started squirming around trying to get free. I didn't want to yell cause everybody would wake up. And I remember him saying he would kill me if anyone found out. He took me down to the garage and put me on the wall. He started kissing my neck again and rubbing my sides. My sides were in pain from him hitting me. I was so scared. I slapped him really hard. It was loud and left him a red mark. He dropped me and I started to run. They had stairs in there house so it was kind of difficult. I was aiming towards the bathroom. When I was pulled back by my hair. Terrance slapped me and starred punching my body. I kicked him where it hurts and started running back towards the bathroom. "Shit!" I heard him yell. I made it to the bathroom and locked the door. He was banging on the door and trying to open it. I remember when he snuck in while I was in the shower . I wondered if he would do it again. He didn't. Sat in the cold tub crying and eventually fell asleep.

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So what should happen in the next chapter?

How am I so far?😳

What's Terrance's next move?😏

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