Because I Love You (ChanBaek fluff)

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*Baekhyun POV*

It has been 5 month since Chan and I opened to each other about how we feel. He said that he doesn't care about what the others will think, he wants to be with me. At this point I never thought that he has the same feelings for me as I have for him. He confessed to me and it suprised me. He said that he saw that I was suffering from the fact he might not love me back. But he freed me from this suffering and I can't thank him enough.

*Chanyeol POV*

Since I confessed to Baek I feel much better. I knew he had sone feelings for me. You asking how? The way he acted around me. He was always shy and he always carred for me and not like how he did to the the others. I tried to hold It back as long as I could because of what the others will think but I just had enough seeing him suffering. So I decided to tell him and Oh man was it the best move I made. Since then everything is perfect. Both the others and our family cheered for us. We often quarell but those quarell are pretty crazy. I end up crying and hurt and he end up aplogizing me. I always accept his apology because I love him and I know that he doesn't take it seriously.

It was 5:30 in the morning and I woke up to found an empty spot beside me. Baek alredy left. But this early? I decided to phone him.
"Hey Chan"
"Hey Baek where are you?
"I'm at the practice room. I could't sleep back so I came in earlier."
"Are you alone?"
"Yeah I am."
"Look I going to get ready and I will head to the studio. I want to talk to you."
"Is everything okay Chan?"
"Yeah. Accually not that important but I want to talk to you about it."
"Okay Chan"
"Hey Baek?"
"Hmm?"
"I love you"
"I love you too my big yoda"
I always blush when he says that.
"Blushing again?"
"You know I always do."
"I want to hug you Chan."
"Don't worry I will be there no time. See you later hyung"
"See ya."
Then we hang up.

I got up, went to the bathroom, took a quick a shower and had breakfast then I got into my car and went to the studio. I went to our dressing room, putted my backpack down and went to the practice room. I heard music coming from inside. "Maybe he is practicing" i thought. I opened the door and he was sitting in front of the mirror. "Wrong guess" he immediatelly saw me. He got up and ran to me hugging me tightly. I hugged back.
"Finally you here. I missed you."
"I missed you to hyung."
He looked at me and crushed his lips onto mine. It was a long kiss with full of love.
"So what you wanted to talk about Chan"
"lets take a seat first."
"Kay"
he grabbed my hand and he started to pull me where he sat before. Sometimes I doubt that he is older than me.

We sat down and he stopped the music.
"So what is it?"
"Before I start I want you to listen to me okay?"
"Okay."
"I'm not kidding. I don't want to argue."
"Chan you scaring me what is it already? Don't say that you want to break up"
I saw fear in his eyes.
"That will never ever happen!"
"Omo, what is it then."
I took a deep breath and I started it.
"Okay. So its been 5 month since we got togerther and this 5 monts were the my best 5 months it my life. I want to live happily with you for thousands of more 5 month. I know that the others had a bit of hard time accepting us but they did, not even talking about our family but they accepted it."
I stopped and took another breath.
"What are you trying to say Chan?"
I grabbed his hand and I looked into his still worried eyes.
"I though that it's time to tell it to the fans."

*Baekhyun POV*

"I thought that it's time to tell it to the fans."
No not this again. When he brigs up I could break anything that is around me. Why does he want to tell it to the fans this early. I know 5 month is long but why can't he wait?
"What do you think?"
I just remained silent. I didn't really liked to talk about this.
"Baek say something"
I saw a bit of fear in his eyes. He was ready to tell it but I wasn't.
"Baek please"
"You know I hate it when we talk about this."
"I know but sooner or later we nees to tell them."
"Can't we wait?"
"How long you want to wait Baek? I agreed on waiting to tell it to the others and our family. I waited enough."
"Chan-"
"Don't even start it. Baek I love you but waiting isn't helping. Why can't you agree with me the first time I say something? I hate you when you are like this."
He is right. So right. I always want to wait. With a confession I waited too long that I almost went crazy. And that I never do agree on anything firstly thats true too. Damn I'm so bad to him.

He suddenly stood up and started to walk to he door.
"Chan where are you going?"
"I told you I don't want to argue with you. It's better if we stop this conversation here."
He was getting closer to the door. I didn't wanted him to leave. Not when he is sad. I quickly stood up and I ran up to him. I hugged him from the back not letting him leave.
"Baek please let me go."
"Never."
"Baek. Please."
I felt his tears on my hands. Definitely not leting him go. I pulled his hand away from the latch and I interwined our fingers.
"Look Chan I'm sorry I didn't wanted to make you cry. I know that I can be a douchebag sometimes. I just don't want to risk our relationship. You know I'm afraid that if we tell it I might lose you and I just could not take that. You did to much for me. You saved me when I was suffering and I'm just so bad to you. You are the most amazing and loving person in the whole word and here I am not showing how much I love you and I just always hurt you. You definitely deserve better"
I just can't believe I said that. But that was the truth. He did deserve better than me. I always hurt him and I always see him suffer because of me. But I can't break up with him, I love him to freaking much to do that. But why doesn't he broke up with me already? I can feel that he is hurt but why does he stays with me?

*Chen POV*

"And here I am not showing how much I love you and I just always hurt you. You definitely deserve better"
I just can't believe what I'm hearing. Why does he saying that I deserve better? Yes he hurt me sometimes but we always make it up. I heard him sobbing and then he cried too.
"Why do you letting me to hurt you? Why don't you break up with me?"
His tears were coming like it was raining. He burried his face into my back and he just cried. I cried too. Why does he want me to break up with him? I freed myself from him and I turned around. I grabbed his waist and pushed him to the wall not to hard. Then without hesitation I kissed him. He didnt't hesitate and kissed back. I felt that he putted as much love in the kiss as much possible. He putted his hand around my neck and he pulled me closer to him. He deepened the kiss making it more passionate and putting more love in it. I broke the kiss.
"Byun Baekhyun. I don't care how many times you hurt me and make my cry but you have to know that I will never ever breaking up because you mean everything to me and that I confessed to you was the best thing that I ever did in my life. I love you so much Byun Baekhyun and I will never leave you. You hear me. NEVER!"
We both cried but this time these tears were happy tears.
"Park Chanyeol. You are the best thing that ever happenned to me. I love you so much and I promise I will never ever hurt you again. And you are right. We don't need to hide anymore. Let's tell them. Today."
We both smiled and we hugged each other tightly. I love this men so much.

*Baekhyun POV*

I wont ever hurt you again. I will be the best boyfriend that you could ever imagine. I love you.

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Well hey there you guys.
So this is my first ever boyxboy story I hope it isn't that bad.
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⏰ Last updated: Oct 18, 2016 ⏰

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