Smoothing down my black skirt I realize a small rip above the left knee. I sigh as I cover it with my hand.
"Everything good?" Calum asks slightly moving my hand so he could see my rip.
"I just bought this." I sob.
I wasn't actually sad because of my ten dollar skirt. I was upset because we were on our way to go see Luke. After my process he wanted nothing to do with me. I asked the band if they were okay with this before the process began. They all understood except for Luke. He said quote, 'If you do this, I'm never talking to you again'
After two years of not seeing each other Ashton and Calum arranged a little dinner for all of us. I'm nervous. Luke probably hates me for breaking up the band. I hate myself.
"We can get a new one before we get there." Calum offered.
"No it's okay, it'll go with my ripped leggings." I chuckle lifting my left leg to show him the rips.
I didn't buy them ripped. They just magically appear their.
"I like your new hair color by the way." Calum commented.
I blush and flip my pink hair.
"I got it done a week ago." I add shifting in my seat.
"I haven't seen you in a couple months, last time I saw you it was purple...." Calum announced, "And shorter."
I giggle then suddenly it gets silent.
The limo driver stops and opens my side of the door and offers his hand. I quickly put on my black heels and take his hand and walk out of the limo. The paparazzi was practically running me over. Calum swung his arm around me and we entered the restaurant.
All I heard from the paparazzi was 'Are you now bi?' or 'Are you now dating Calum?'
I shiver at the thought of dating one of my band members slash best friend.
Ashton was sitting at the table alone. We stood at the table and Ashton rushes up and hugs me. He smelled like hella Axe. He pulled away and made his eyes go up and down on my outfit.
"I missed you, Michael." Ashton squeals.
My smile turns into a frown.
"Dude." Calum yelled in a whisper.
"Oh! I'm sorry! I mean Michelle!" Ashton corrected.
"It's okay. I know it takes time to get used to." I smile.
"Where's Luke?" Calum asked Ashton.
"In the bathroom, probably jerking off." Ashton shrugged his shoulders. The restaurant was empty. So no one could see the new and improved me. I've been hidden away for two years now. This is the first time I actually gone out. I take my seat next to Ashton and Calum sits in front of Ashton.
"I'm so nervous." I laugh rubbing my palms of sweat on my knees.
"Don't be." Calum replied.
"Trust me, Luke is nervous too." Ashton announced.
I sigh. Then I hear a door shut. I glance over towards the bathroom. Luke was frozen at the door starring at me. I nervously shift in my seat.
"Get your ass over here Luke!" Calum yelled.
He tugged on his white collar shirt and made his way next to Calum. The seat in front of me. I couldn't breathe with all this tension. I could feel his eyes piercing at me.
"How may I help you?" The Waiter asked.
"Spaghetti!" Ashton yelled.
"I want spaghetti too!" Calum added.
I sigh and hold up the menu hiding my face from Luke. These foods were so random. What kind of restaurant is this? There are fish and Pizza next to each other on the menu.
"P-"
"Pepperoni Pizza." Luke interrupted me on accident. "Sorry." He apologized.
"It's fine. I'd take a pepperoni pizza too." I smile.
"Drinks?" The Waiter asked.
"We'd all take water." Ashton sighed when no one answered.
The waiter left speaking our orders in his head.
"How have you been?" I ask Ashton.
His eyes widened when I spoke.
"Good, Good. You?" He asked.
"Fine I-"
"Michelle, I have a question." Luke interrupted me. I look up at him and he was deathly starring at me.
"Y-Yes?" I stutter.
"Which bathroom do you go in? The Men's or The Women's?" Luke asks.
"Luke!" Calum whispered pushing his shoulder.
"The women's...." I answer.
"Oh."
"Guys it's okay to ask questions." I assure.
They all let out a sigh.
"Where they put your penis?!" Calum asked.
"Uhh."
"How'd you get boobs?!" Ashton wondered.
"I-"
"Do you still have your old clothes?" Luke asked quieting them.
"Yes, I do." I finally blurts out.
I shift in my chair uncomfortably.
"So you wear dresses?" Luke asks.
The food arrives. As the waiter passes the food out I answer.
"Not usually but yes. I do." I clear my throat.
I lift my pizza and take a huge bite. So does Luke. Calum and Ashton and throwing their noodles at each other. A noodle smacks me in the face and they both stop laughing and stare. They think now that I'm a girl I'll be more sensitive. Hell no. I chuckle and grab the noodle and throw it at Calum. They continue laughing and us three continue to throw noodles. I couldn't help but to notice Luke sitting there just watching us.
I just want to prove I'm the same old Michael.
The same old Michael.
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FanfictionFirst Book. Two years after Michael's "process" He Finally Finds Love. Is it Someone In Is Band? ∆Sorry for the bad description∆