Given Up

Fucking Kidding me!

I woke up and brushed my teeth. I put on a y ellow shirt and and orange ripped jeans. Sadly my scars were still there but I was still beautiful.

I came downstairs and mom wasn't there. She's at work still? I asked. Yuo anyways do you need a ride to school? Ryder asked.

No, I'm fine. I walked down the street and some girls started coming towards me.

Hey bitch! One of them yelled. I turned around and got punched in the face. One girl pinned me to the wall and each of them punched me.
I came to school looking worse.

I heard groaning somewhere and decided to follow it. W-whos there. I whispered. I looked behind a tree and saw a man and julian! Julian was getting beat up.

I was gonna walk away but I Stept on a tree branch. The guy turned around I hid behind a tree. He then continued to beat up julian. I grabbed a log and tip toed behind the man.

SWING! I hit him hard enough to knock him out. You okay? I asked helping julian up. He had a black eye and a bruise on his cheek and his forehead was bleeding.

Julian hugged me then pushed me to the ground. You bitch! You ruined my fucking plan! He yelled. Julian kicked me in the face. I yelled. He got down low and saw my face u really didn't know what it looked liked but I guess it was pretty bad.

Ugh! You stupid face is horriable. He scofft. No fucking shit I just got jumped from girls at our school and just got kicked in the face. I hissed. I looked at me. Let's make a deal. He said.

I paused for a moment. I'm listening. I said.

If I pretend to be your girlfriend they won't hurt me because they'll think I'm beating you up. He said. So if I break up with you in front of the whole school they'll leave you alone because you'll be so desperate and tired of making fun of you and beating you and if that succeeds then I'll be popular deal?"

Your fucking Kidding me? I began to cry not sob but tears came down my face. No! I may like you but no!"

Julian came close to me. Do it. He demaned. Nn-no. I said nervously. Julian came closer. Do it. He said. No I wo- he kissed me. Julian kissed me. He pulled back. Do it. He demaned. I slapped him. Don't play with my feelings like that! I yelled and sighed. I'll do it."

Great. He whispered.

We walked in school and he held my hand. I started to hear whispers. He walked me to my locker. Uhh you know you can leave right? I asked. Na I wouldn't want to leave my princess. He said and kissed my cheek. I grabbed my bags and we walked to first period together.

Julian sat by me. I put my head down as soon as the bell rung. Julian grabbed my thigh. I looked up and glared at him. Go with it. He mouthed. I shook my head and moved his hand. I'm not a slut. I whisperd.

Julian chuckeld. I put my head back down. A few minutes passed and a note was under my arm.

Julian: baby I want to make out with you so bad.

Me: fuck no I'm not making out with you.

Julian: ugh. Could atheist go with it? You have to make out with me. I wanna taste your sweet lips.

Me: you know what fuck you I don't like being used.

julian: please Sapphire I really like you.

Ugh his words! They are fucking touching.

Me: fine. I'll make out with you.

I raise my hand. Can I use the bathroom? I asked. The teacher nodded. I waited for him at my locker. The I saw him julian. I really don't wanna do this. I thought or at least I did.

Come on baby. He said. I sighed. Fi- julian pinned me to my locker and kissed me I had to kiss back so I did. It felt so flipping good. I heard a muff,Ed moan and realized I did it.

Turning you on am i? He muffled in the kiss. Shut up. The bell rung and we kept on making out apparently that's what he does to his girlfriends. I closed my eyes.

We both pulled away heavy breatheing. Your a really good kisser. He huffed. I caught my breathe. Uh thanks? I said making it sound like a question. I opened my locker and grabbed my science books.

Julian grabbed my books and slammed it in the locker. He grabbed my hand and rushed me out of school. Julian took me to his car. Where are we going? I asked.

Some where special no shut up. He said calmly. I looked out the window. I get julian grab my hand. I love you. He says. I glared at him. We aren't even in public. I snnapped.

Your right. Julian stopped at a restaurant. Oh nice I bet you did that to all your sluts. I said. No only you. I sighed. OK well let's go. I said and got out of the car. Julian grabbed my hand and took me inside the restaurant.

We sat down and surprisingly we had a good conversation.

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Julian took me behind the school and made out with me again. Julian.ni muffled. I love you too."

Ha! Sapphire is getting brain washed. Till you see the next! Hugs and kksses!

Cherry cola