Roberto's pov:
I love james. So much that sometimes it hurts. Since I moved to this school I always found him attractive. At the beginning I never really talked to him cuz I sat at Rehan's and Danish's lunch table. But then I met Joe and I started sitting at their table and I met james and his personality fit his look. HE WAS AND IS SO PERFECT.
I tried to ask him out but he is so into tyler. I hate it!!
And now he is trying to make him jealous by using me. I know, I get to kiss him but it feels so so... Wrong. He only does it to make tyler jealous and even though I mean it, he doesn't. And he always makes this face after he kisses me. Its like a disgusted face or mad I don't know but it hurts.
Another thing that he does that hurts is that EVERY TIME we are walking down the hallway and he sees tyler he hugs me and starts laughing in this really weird and fake way. This other time, we where having a sleepover he was so desperate that he tried to pass from first base to second. IM ONLY 13!!! I would have done it too but only if he really meant it, But I know he didn't. he takes this (us) as a joke. Its sad.
Our first kiss was nothing like I expected it to be. I always imagined us in his room hugging and the song Boom by simple plan playing. Then im staring at his poop brown eyes and his staring into mine. Then when it finishes BOOM he kisses me. But it wasn't like that it wasn't even romantic. It was at our lunch table bryce was sitting next to tyler they where both laughing. James looked mad I hugged him to make him feel better, then it was like if he remembered I existed and he kissed me for a long time but it didn't feel like he liked it.
I know you might wonder why I agreed on helping him to make tyler jealous. But I thought that maybe... I could make him..
Fall in love.
