Everything has changed - A One direction fan fic

Chapter 14

I wake up to a snoring figure next to me, I look up to see a sleeping Niall. He looks like a little angel, I remember when we use to have sleepovers and he use to come in his little dinosaur Pyjamas. He was such a cutie back then. Not that I'm saying he isn't cute now, it's just it kind of looks like I fancy him if I say he's cute or he looks fit or you know, something like that. I move around a bit so that I can get comforatble and I feel Niall stir a bit. I hold my breath and sqeeze my eyes shut. I really don't want to be the one who wakes him up. He gets really, really cranky if you wake him up. I remember once, I had a nightmare while I was sleeping at his house and when I woke him up he locked me in the bathroom for the rest of the night. Yep, such a good friend.

I slowly open my eyes and yawn. Trying to make it look like I have just woken up. When my eyes are fully open I see Nialls gorgeous eyes staring at me. When he realizes I've caught him, I see a small blush creep onto his cheeks. Since when did Niall start blushing? When we were little the only time Niall blushed was when he was embarrased. Like the time I told this girl that he liked her but it was actually someone else and once I told this girl Niall liked her, she got up in assembelly and asked him to be her boyfriend. He said yes so that she wasn't humiliated but the next day he broke up with her and explained everthing. Niall didn't speak to me for a week until I made him my special chocolate chip icecream I always made with my m- My uh, Mum.

Why did everything I thought about come back to the tradgedy that is my life. Anything and I mean anything will come back to my parents dying. Me being bullied, being in hospital many, many times and more things that have made my life, not really worth living. I will always keep strong though, for my mum. Once I make a promise, I will not break it. I will live to be an old woman, I know it. If I can survive a car crash, depression, being bullied, kidnapped, beaten, cheated on and being shot in the leg. I think I can live up to my eighties or nineties.

I think I've been staring into Nialls eyes for about 10 minutes in total silence. I didn't even realize I was crying until Niall brought a thumb up to my face and brushed my tears away. I pulled my eyes away from his and dug my face into his shirt. My tears are soaking it and I'm sure it's really uncomfortable for Niall but he still keeps hold of me. This is why I love him. Not in that way, theres a difference of loving someone and being in love with someone and I love him. I'm not in love with him but if anything happened to him, anything at all. I would break into a million pieces. He's all I have left in this world really. Him, the boys and their girlfriends. I haven't really spoke that much to their girlfriends but I like them so I class them as people I need. Sometimes I wish I could turn back time. Stop my parents and I going to my aunts. Stop Niall from going to the X-Factor, because then, I wouldn't have been bullied, my mum wouldn't have killed her self. I wouldn't be so broken. But I know you can't change the past, but you can change the future. The Future isn't written out on a piece of paper or stone. It's written lightly in pencil so that if you want to change it, you just get a rubber and then Poof! It's changed. I can be what ever I want, an actress, writer, dancer, singer, painter, ect... but me, little old Tori, has to dwell in the past and not move on. I just seem to lay in my sorrow every day, waiting for someone to help me up but the sad truth is. That rarley happens. Most people are left either falling or laying there on the floor, drowing in tears, blood, sweat and more. So this is it. I'm going to change my way of life. Do what I want, fall in love with who I want, and just live the life that I've missed out on. Wait... how did I get from loving Niall to changing my way of life? Anyway, back to the real world.

"Niall?" I ask

"Yeah?" He answers

"Do you know when I'll be getting out of this place?" I say

"No, I can go ask if you want."

"Yeah, could you do that please?"

"Of course!" He says and he gets up and walks out the room.

About five minutes later Niall comes back into the room with a Brunette nurse by his side.

"I'm guessing you'll want to know your injuries and when you'll be getting out?" The nurse says

I just give a small nod to tell her to continue.

"Well, You have two fractured ribs many, many bruises, a left broken collar bone, many cuts and scratches on your face, neck, wrists and legs and you also have a hole in your left thigh, because of the bullet." I stare at her in shock. All that? What did they do to me? "Oh and also, you are very malnourished because they left you with no food for four days." well then isn't that lovely? Not.

"Is that it?" I ask sarcasticly.

"Yes, miss that is it. Another thing is that you should be able to leave either later tonight or tomorrow morning." she says "Whichever you prefer." 

"Er, I think I'll go later tonight." I say with a small smile. I just really can't wait to get home.

"Okay then, I will just have a chat with the doctors to  make sure that your okay to leave." She says smiling warmly at me before walking off.

"Yay!" I say

"Whoop!" Niall says.

We both laugh and then he pulls me into a hug. 

"I can't wait until your home!" Niall says happily.

"Me neither! I can't wait to see the boys again aswell because the last time I saw any of them I was either having a nightmare or I fainted." I say with a small giggle coming after it.

"Yeah, they really want to meet you properly." Niall says.

I just smile before grabbing my bag and beginning to pack my bag for when I get to go home.

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A/N: HELLO MY SNOWFLAKES! HOW DID YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER? SO TORI'S FINALLY GETTING TO GO HOME AND MEET THE BOYS PROPERLY SO THAT THEY CAN 'BOND' :) NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE UP SOON. COMMENT WHAT YOU THINK, VOTE AND FOLLOW ME :) LOVE TO ALL MY SNOWFLAKES, 

~Hattie x