Hello, my name is Sarah and i hate my life. I have a younger sister Emily who's 5 and an older brother Tom who's 16. As it turns out I'm 12. Emily has brown hair and brown eyes and Tom has black hair and green eyes. I have blond hair and blue/green eyes.
It all started when Emily was born, I was only 7. Mum came home with our new baby sister Emily, so I ran to greet them, I saw Emily and i hated her. When Emily was 1 mum left me and dad in charge of Emily while she got new school uniform for Tom. Then when dad went to the toilet I got my scarf and strangled her to show her who's boss. Dad came back to find Emily motionless on the floor and not breathing. He raced over and phoned 999 and they unfortunately managed to revive her. Dad has asked me what had happened and i told him the truth.
"Sarah what happened to Emily one minute she was fine and laughing the net i have to phone 999 because shes motionless and on the floor not breathing with your scarf round her neck!"
"Daddy, I hate her and I put the scarf round her neck to strangle her to show who's boss."
"Sarah baby, I know you hate her but what will mummy say when I tell her that you almost killed our 1 year old daughter."
"Look daddy you don't have to tell her you can just say..."
"Baby I have to tell her and I know you and Tom aren't getting much attention at the moment but that's because she is new to the family and she needs attention or she will die. How do you think Tom felt when you were born because Tom was an only child but then when you were born and Tom lost all his attention to you."
"Yes well daddy I hope she dies or you could have just let me die!"
"Its not that simple..."
"Well it is now!!!"
After mum and Tom had got back home Tom got a text from saying, 'At hospital with Sarah and Emily because Emily got strangled with Sarah's scarf and almost died. Meet us in the emergency wad room 361 because Emily has been asking for you and mum. Love you! xxx' The last bit that i remember is Mum and Tom rushing down to the emergency ward room 361 and demanded to know what happened. Dad and I told her what happened and she was furious. After that she didn't trust me with her anymore.
4 years on and things are no better. I mean just yesterday I was so close for killing Emily again because I put her on a train track and told her that if she stays there then she will get sweets. When the train came and getting closer to Emily, Tom ran and snatched her off the line in time. I just told him that she ran out at the train and I didn't know what to do. But of cause he didn't believe me and he told mum and dad. Now I'm grounded AGAIN!!!
To tell you the truth I have never been a normal child and I don't have many friends I only have 5 and were a gang. I somehow seem to be the gang leader. In my gang there is Lucy, Laura, Vicky, Vicki and Megan. We are the normal type gang and never behave. We are always breaking things and cars. We always riot in class and don't do any work. Our attendance is low but we are very popular.
Me and my gang have all got criminal records. Me sent to juvey for attempted murder in the second degree, Lucy shop lifted, Laura knife crime, Vicky has credit card fraud , Vicki has kidnapped someone and Megan theft. At one point in our life's we have all been to juvey and that's the reason why were popular, because nobody wants to mess with us. Especially me because they know i may kill them since i almost killed my younger sister.
I have ran out of class plenty but I always get caught by my PE teachers who are very fast. They always catch me when I am meters form the gate. But the thing I love the most is when I get back into class and everyone crouds around me and asks me whats wrong. Then after school everyone that had pissed me off ended up screwed in an after school fight with me.
