Suicide Line

Once there was a girl she was 11 and didn't have the greatest home life but wasn't the worst,
One day she was walking to a friends house....3 men came out of no where an grabbed the girl.. after a fight. They took her out in the woods to a house an tied her up and beat her badly she cried and they had a joy come from it..
They then cut off her clothing and touched her and kissed her because she was pulling away from the men they shoved their díck down her throat..
Her crying made then do more they told her all kinds of things..
They then took her and......
Raped and beat her they broke her hand,her back,her jaw, and her hope to live...
After few days of beating her they left her on the dirt road for dead.....
Later time unknown.. one of the few people looking for her came by... and got her.. at the break of death.. he took her to the hospital there she stayed in ICU for some time she got better everyday her mother by her side the girl cried every night thinking to herself "why her"..
Soon after she found out she was pregnant..
She didn't want to end the babies life..
It did noting to her..
Later down the line she went home and locked herself away.
Seeing her baby bump get bigger and bigger seeing her so called "friend" turn her back it was fine tho right who needs. People..
Then the day came it was really happening. .
She went to the hospital to have her baby..... she had a baby girl..
Didn't know nothing about how to be a mom.. lucky her mom was by herside a week passed on she was in love with the baby more then people who plan for them..
She loved her baby.. she was getting over everything.. after week feeling great baby was great.. she was loving life noting mattered besides her baby...
Around week rolled by..
A stormy Sunday morning she got up to check in on her baby like always she walked over to her bed an looked at her and she didn't see her breathing in a moment of being so scared she leans an picks her baby up to find her her face white as a ghost and purple lips and cold to the touch, she yelled for her mom and started to rub the babies face trying to wake her....
She begins crying so hard she can't see..
Her mom runs in an holds her mouth she took the baby from her hands an tries CPR as the girl cries and bags and prays and hopes, her mom lies the baby in the baby and hugs the girl..
The girl cries and pulls away and picks the baby up and holds it and bags for her to wake.. EMTs. Come and tries to take the baby away the girl just cried an said no no no please she didn't wanna let go knowing she had to her mother took the baby from her hands and the girl falls to the floor crying and yelling. Why her baby ...........
That night was a sad and a dark night for the girl she locked herself away and.
Just cried.. after 3 days it was time....
To put her baby 6ft under all dressed in Black and a sad and dull look in her eyes..
They said there good byes..
That night she felt even emptier..
She began cutting her arms and legs..
Telling herself this was all her fault.. she didn't wanna live anymore and she hated life thinking of ways she can end it all...
Weeks go by she stays away from everyone she doesn't eat and just drinks...
She cuts and burns getting deeper with her cuts and bigger with her burns..
Noone ever came to check on her..
After 2 months went by not. Wanting to live anymore praying every night to never wake....
Wit the red marks on her arms covering them with jackets.
Summer rolled around she stayed locked away pushing her mother away her father was a noting. She had no one but herself and the corner of her room......